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No one had ever touched Matty like this. So carefully and tenderly. So attentive, guided by his every sound and every move. Like Austin had gotten an instruction manual a long time ago.The Beginner’s Field Guide to Driving Matty Carter Insane.Or maybe Austin just knew instinctively. Just like Matty had known that afternoon on the docks. That he wanted Austin more than anything he’d ever wanted before. Well, except forStella, but that’d been a boyish dream. A vision of a future away from Eden. This was a different kind of want. It was instant, overwhelming.
Sure, Mrs. Bishop had always been affectionate with him. Always including him in the hugs and kisses that she showered Ethan and his younger siblings with. And yes, he also recalled his mother stroking his cheek and singing to him in a frail voice when he was little. But she always had a sad, faraway look in her eyes and her voice carried a hint of melancholy, which settled like a heavy stone in Matty’s stomach. No, it was different with Austin.
Austin released a deep, almost primal moan as he prodded the tip of his index finger against Matty’s tight entrance. His finger felt slick as it carefully circled around his hole. Simultaneously, Austin licked along Matty’s impossibly hard cock until he swiped his tongue excruciatingly slow along the slit, lapping at the precum.
Austin was a fucking pro at giving head. Matty had nearly blacked out from the sensations exploding in his mind the first time Austin had blown him. He carefully began pumping into Austin’s wet, delicious mouth while his boyfriend hummed around him, saliva pooling at the sides of his mouth. Austin hadn’t taken him deep yet. Cheeks hollowed he was sucking at the cockhead like it was a cherry popsicle or a summer ripe strawberry. A filthy moan escaped his bruised lips, stretched around Matty’s hardness.
Matty had once in a fit of inexplicable, childish jealousy asked his boyfriend why he was so mind-blowingly great at giving head, but Austin had just smiled at him innocently, his gray eyes blinking adorably at Matty.Natural-born cocksucker,Austin had mumbled around Matty’s dripping mushroom head before he’d taken him all the way to the back of his throat. Just like he did right now. That had been the end of that discussion.
Swallowing skillfully around Matty’s cock, Austin’s slick index finger carefully entered Matty’s tightness. It was the strangest sensation. The all-consuming feeling of pleasure from being engulfed in the wet heat of Austin’s mouth and then the faint undertone of the sting when his blunt finger met the restriction of Matty’s entrance. It was a full-frontal attack on all his senses. It wasn’t unpleasant but he couldn’t help but wonder how it would be possible for Austin to replace his finger with his cock. Matty still remembered the soreness of his jaw muscles the first couple of times he’d sucked Austin’s generous length.
Releasing Matty’s cock from his mouth, a string of saliva connecting them, Austin peppered wet kisses along Matty’s stomach.
“Jesus, sweetheart,” Austin’s raspy voice thrummed against him. “You don’t even fucking know, do you? What you do to me.” He nibbled at Matty’s downy stomach, sweat covering his forehead.
Matty knew that Austin was crazy about him. He told him all the time. And yet, it still humbled Matty to his very core whenever he heard the words spill from Austin’s lips. Tears were pressing behind his closed eyelids and Matty fisted the sheets beneath him, trying to keep them at bay. He felt a second finger brushing against his hole.
“Push back, sweetheart,” Austin breathed against him, his hard length grinding against Matty’s left thigh, smearing it with delicious stickiness.
Bearing down, Matty felt another slick finger slide inside him, and his inner muscles clenched in anticipation. Even though it scared him a little, Matty couldn’t wait to be filled completely by Austin. To surrender entirely to the man he loved. To feel the fullness, the carnal connection. Matty wasn’t scared that it was going to hurt. He knew that Austin would never intentionally hurt him. No, Matty was afraid of his own reaction. Would he know what to do? Would he be able to make it good for Austin? His boyfriend wasn’t a virgin and even though Austin had told him countless times that there was nothing and no one who compared to Matty, he still felt a little performance anxiety.
Biting his left nipple, Austin drew Matty back to the present moment. He loved when Austin played with his nipples. It sent an electric current buzzing through his entire body. Moaning, he fucked himself on Austin’s fingers wantonly.
“That’s it, sweetheart,” Austin coaxed. “You’re doing so good.”
“Austin…” Matty whined. He felt like he was in free fall when Austin’s fingers brushed against a sensitive spot deep inside him.
“Yeah, sweetheart, tell me what you need.”
“I… I… I need more, Austin,” it felt like he could come just like this if he wasn’t careful. He was so hard now that it almost hurt, and the initial sting from Austin’s fingers invading him had subsided and an all-consuming feeling of pleasure had taken over. The wordmorewent on repeat in his head, his heart beating along with it.More. More. More.
Plunging his tongue into Matty’s mouth, a third finger invaded his needy hole, and he felt an unprecedented stretch.
“Oh fuck,” he groaned, hips lifting from the mattress. “Austin…”
“I’m here, Matty. I’ve got you.” Austin grinded determinedly against his thigh. “Shit, sweetheart, it’s like your hole is trying to suck me all the way inside you. You’re so soft and warm, Matty. I can’t wait for it to be my cock that’s inside you. You’re almost ready for me, sweetheart.”
He wanted that too. So much. He needed that. Matty longed to be someone’s. No, that wasn’t true. He longed to be Austin’s. To be owned by him entirely. For Austin to mark him so the entire world would know that Matty was untouchable to anyone but him. He’d always hated the power his father held over him. He’d always assumed that he would never want to give over that power to anyone else when he finally escaped. But now, Matty wanted to give it over to Austin freely because he knew that his boyfriend would never abuse it or take it for granted.
“I’m ready now, Austin,” he whimpered against Austin’s sweaty forehead, his boyfriend’s jet-black hair glistening with the proof of his restraint.
“You sure, sweetheart?” Austin’s voice shook with withheld need.
“Yes,” Matty breathed as he continued to fuck himself desperately on Austin’s fingers. “I’m sure.”
Carefully withdrawing his fingers from Matty’s tightness, Austin reached for the lube under his pillow and smeared a generous handful along his cock, hissing at the sensation. Looking up at Matty, his steel-gray eyes were filled with tenderness and amazement. Matty trusted Austin completely and had a while back stated that he wanted nothing between them when they had sex for the first time. Austin being Austin, had insisted that he got tested at a clinic in Biddeford—there was no way that he would risk hurting Matty in any way, he’d said.
“You’re so beautiful, Matty,” Austin smiled as he continued to stroke himself. “Grab the back of your thighs for me, sweetheart,” he instructed and Matty immediately grabbed his legs and spread himself wide open.
Shifting, Austin moved between Matty’s thighs, ghosting a wet, hot kiss against his stomach. Drops of sweat were clinging to his temples, a frown of concentration and focus between his black brows.
“Tell me if you don’t like it, okay sweetheart?” Austin spoke, his voice shaking slightly. “Whenever you need to, we can stop, okay Matty?”
Matty nodded, swallowing back equal parts nervousness and exhilaration. Strange how Austin seemed to cater to his every need, worried about hurting him. The wordstophad never carried any weight in his father’s house. Not when it was screamed, cried or whispered. Strange how a kick to the stomach could make you lose the ability to speak. But it could. Pushing away the wretched sound of his father’s boot connecting with his ribs, Matty focused on the present moment and the sound of Austin’s gentle voice.
“Whatever you want, okay Matty? It doesn’t have to be today or tomorrow. We have all the time you need.”
“I know,” Matty choked out before he continued, brushing his fingers along Austin’s chin. “But I want this. With you. So much. And I know you’ll take care of me, Austin, because you always do.”
