Page 11 of Hard To Love


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“Tell me,” I gritted.

“More.”

“More.” One four-letter word, and my brain fucking gave out. If I’d thought we were at the point of no return before, I’d been wrong. That little word slipped out and turned me into a beast. One with a one-track mind.

“More,” I repeated. “More. You got it, angel,” I vowed. I pressed her body against the wall, somehow balancing her against it and working the belt buckle at my waist.

But my hands shook. They actually fucking shook with nerves and amped-up anticipation.

“Let me,” she offered. Her hands reached between us, and I couldn’t look away.

Fuck, the world could be hit by Armageddon in that moment, and I wouldn’t have given a shit. I watched as her nimble fingers undid the belt and buttons of my jeans. Carefully and with the most tender touch, she pulled the zipper down. When she shimmied the top of my jeans down, I growled.

My cock was throbbing.

Aching.

I watched her face transform. Sandy never hid the way she felt. Not around me. Awe and wonder and unadulterated desire flashed over her face like a fucking disco ball reflecting colors. Jesus, I felt that look in my balls. They drew up unbelievably tight.

“You’re thick,” she noted, staring down at the base of my still tucked-in cock.

“Just wait till you see it,” I growled. I wasn’t being arrogant or cocky. It was just the truth. I was a big guy. I was over six feet and two hundred and twenty pounds of brawny muscle I’d gained from working with my hands outdoors.

My cock matched the rest of me.

“I can’t get it out. I’m worried I’ll hurt you,” she said shyly. My mouth went dry. Fuck me, didn’t she know just how close she was to unmanning me by the way she was looking at it?

“Not possible, Sandy. No way you could hurt me if your hands are on me.” That seemed to be all the encouragement she needed.

She tugged on my pants, and I sprung out. But I didn’t blink. My eyes were glued to her face. She gasped at the same time I groaned. Our eyes dropped to the monster between my legs and watched the way the bead of moisture seemed to grow at the tip.

“Wow,” she whispered, almost like she was talking to herself.

“Baby.” I licked my lips. I was holding on by a fucking thread, and all she was doing was looking at me. Jesus. “You wanna stop—" My dick twitched, almost like it was yelling at me to shut the hell up.

But I couldn’t do that.

I would never press Sandy to do more than she was ready to give me. “You wanna stop, we can.” The words slipped out almost breathlessly, in a rasped hoarse tone. She looked up at me, her eyes wide.

“Do you want to stop?” she asked, and my heart grew in my chest at the disappointment in her brown eyes.

“Fuck no,” I answered a little too honestly. My eyes shut when she reached between us. Her hand wrapped at my thick base. I was so hard, so thick, she couldn’t close her hand around me.

“Wow,” she repeated, and I breathed in deeply.

A futile attempt to find some kind of control.

But it didn’t help. Not when all I could do was smell her. Her perfume. Her skin. Her own arousal mingled in the air like ambrosia.

“I might not wanna stop, baby, but don’t want you doing anything you’ll regret.” My eyes still tightly shut, I felt her hand stroke me. Up and down. Her featherlight touch made my feet curl in my freaking boots.

I was a virgin.

I’d never done any of this. Had been saving myself for her. For Sandy. The one and only girl in the world I knew in the pit of my gut I would ever love. I’d always known. And Christ Almighty, she’d been more than worth the wait. Even if this was all she gave me, it would be enough.

“Auggie, look at me,” she urged softly, her hand never stopping its sweetest torture. My eyes opened, and she was the only thing I could see. But then again, I didn’t need to open my eyes to be able to see Sandy.

She was always with me. In the forefront of my mind and heart. “I think the only thing I regret is not doing this sooner. Not telling you how I felt about you.”

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