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It takes me a good ten seconds to react. I pull back with difficulty, my breath on his lips. “What the hell are you doing, you idiot?”
He puts his other hand on the back of my head.
“I’m giving us what we need,” he growls just before kissing me again.
What we need. Not what we want. Do I need it, deep down? I can’t need his touch, I don’t want to be addicted to a man’s body again. I don’t want to be destroyed again.
The physical need leads to the emotional need.
There’s no way I’m going to hold on to someone else the way I held on to Rafael. I can’t let another man invade my life when the first one to do so is probably watching over me from above. I don’t have the right to do that to him.
When I try to pull back again, Tucker’s fingers twist in my hair. I bite on his bottom lip. He pulls away, looking furious. He breathes hard and fast, as if this simple act is difficult for him.
“Why do you say that you’re a monster?” he finally asks me with a serious face.
His look follows my every move, analyzes my every reaction. I swallow with difficulty, not knowing what to answer. My big mouth opened too much again, and here I am in the poop up to my neck. “I…” I start with difficulty. “We said no questions, Tucker.”
His hand moves from my hair to the back of my neck, his warm grip refusing to let go. It keeps me trapped, making me want things I shouldn’t want.
“No questions asked,” he reluctantly agrees.
His other hand, however, lets go of my wrist. I sit in my seat, leaning toward him and he toward me. I lower my gaze to his tightened arm holding me, to his tense muscles, to his…his erection straining the fly of his jeans.
I should just walk away and run—my shell is cracking and I really don’t need this—but I also feel an intense heat in my lower abdomen. I remember the sensations that came over me when he was on top of me, penetrating me deeply.
He must remember it too, because a little roar sound echoes in his chest, making it vibrate gently.
He places another kiss on my lips just before he pulls his face away. He wants me to follow through, I see it. I have a choice: leave this car and return to my residence or join him in the abyss of pleasure.
“We’ll go back to playing assholes who hate each other in a few minutes,” Tucker murmurs in a barely controlled voice. “Until then, shut up and enjoy.”
My lips open on their own as I stay leaning into him, his hand against the back of my neck. “I thought you only wanted me once? We said just one night.”
A laugh comes out of his mouth. He stares for a second at the rain falling on the windshield. His fingers tighten their grip on my neck in an involuntary contraction. He is on the verge of explosion, I feel it.
My wolf wants to bite me.
“Technically, it’s not night yet,” he mumbles.
I raise an eyebrow and hold back a laugh at his lame justification. I glance at the door of my residence. Anyone can walk out of the building and see us.
“I told you not to get addicted to my taste.”
He runs his tongue over his lower lip.
“I want you again tonight. I don’t know why, maybe my body will finally be satiated after this. Dare to tell me that you don’t?”
It’s not reasonable. He doesn’t understand that…I need to protect myself.
I meet his gaze, which makes me question everything. His desire provokes mine.
I lean out…and close the door on us.
It’s only for a few minutes, just enough time to…succumb.
My breath mingles with his again, and a small cry escapes my lips as he places his hands on my waist and sits me on top of him.
Damn, that’s hot.
