Page 52 of Possessing Eden


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And I understand what she’s trying to accomplish.

In her mind, she’s looking out for me.

But… fuck…

If she only knew the truth, I don’t think she would be so quick to push me into death’s arms.

Death. That’s exactly what Jude has become to me.

My unavoidable, impending death.

I’m going to die stupidly, just like my father.

And Jude doesn’t look like the kind of man who would grant mercy and make it quick.

No, after what I saw with Rodney, I can see him dragging it out. Relishing every moment.

Walking me out to the bar, Lana whispers in my ear before she gives me another shove. “Don’t fuck this up or I’ll kick your ass.”

It’s already too late for that, I think as I stumble forward.

The club isn’t nearly as packed tonight as it was last night.

And my section is completely empty save for one table.

Table seven.

The table where Jude is sitting.

He doesn’t notice me at first.

Shifting in his seat, he looks both antsy and bored. Like he has better places to be.

Checking his watch then his phone, he glances at the front doors. Then repeats the whole process.

And a little glimmer of hope flickers to life inside me.

Maybe he’s only here to make sure I kept my promise, I lie to myself.

Once he sees me with his own eyes, he might be satisfied and leave.

I was probably up all night worrying for nothing.

I’m nothing but a loose end that needs to be tied up.

Gathering up my courage, I start to make my way towards him. Stupidly hoping for the best.

Until he finally notices me.

The second his dark gaze falls upon me his entire demeanor changes.

Straightening in his chair, his eyes fill with that strange intensity that steals all my breath.

My heart falls into my stomach and my steps immediately slow, my legs wanting to stop and turn back.

A smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, Jude lifts his hand and crooks his finger at me. Commanding me to come closer.

Shit.

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