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The heat that pooled in my chest grew, spreading to every inch of my body. Ash. I would never say it out loud, but… had I missed him? It felt odd to admit that. I never missed anyone, not really. When I left and returned home, I saw my brothers and I was happy to do so. But missing someone? That was foreign to me.
I thought about him counting every day, hour, and minute that had passed since I’d been gone and I couldn’t help the way my heart raced and tripped over itself. He was that lonely? I didn’t know what the hell to think! Between insulting me, negotiating like an old pro, and then looking at me with those stunning, mesmerizing eyes, I was lost as fuck.
My hips jerked upward on their own. “Fuck. I’ll take care of it just fine,” I said before I paused. “Hey, wait a goddamn minute. There was more than enough food in this house before I left!”
Ash’s cheeks flared red, making the cute freckles on his face stand out. “I… might have wasted a lot of it.”
“What?”
“I wanted to practice my cooking, but I kept burning things or ruining it, and then I-I just kept going and... I realized I was running through all the food, but I couldn’t stop.” He inhaled. “So, I kept going because at least when you came back, you would have food, so I worked harder, but everything kept going bad and… and—”
“Fuck. Me,” I groaned.
I shoved Ash to the ground onto his knees. He gave a little grunt before I ripped my pants down and stuffed my cock in his mouth. Big, brown eyes stared up at me in shock.
“You wouldn’t shut the fuck up,” I explained. “At least make your mouth useful if you’re going to use it so much. Goddamn.”
Ash gagged around my cock. I eased back, taking things a bit slower to allow him to acclimate to my dick in his mouth. When I did, he started bobbing his head up and down.
“Oh, you were really studying that porn, huh?” My grin widened. “Show me what you learned.”
There was that red blush again. Ash groaned, his mouth tightening around my cock as he sucked in his cheeks and kept going. I pushed my fingers through his hair before I hissed.
“Hey! Watch the fucking teeth, sharky!” I shook my head. “I want my dick sucked, not shredded.”
“-orry.”
“Don’t talk with your mouth full.”
Ash laughed around my dick, and I sank against my couch even more. I gave into the sensation of Ash trying to pleasure me. He wasn’t the best, but he wasn’t the worst either. What he lacked in skill, however, he made up for in enthusiasm.
I watched him, glad that he hadn’t brought up earlier or the way I’d fled. My panic attacks were something I never planned to show a single soul. The only reason my brothers knew about them was because they had witnessed them. No one else needed to know, least of all Ash.
I just want to look normal to someone.
Okay, not normal, but not batshit fucking insane, either. My hips raised as Ash’s tongue dragged over the sensitive vein that ran along the bottom of my cock.
“Shit, right there,” I groaned, shoving my thoughts away as I focused on what was happening. “Keep using your tongue right there. Yeah…yeah, that. Fuck!”
My balls tightened, my back arching up from the couch as I fought to restrain myself from fucking his throat raw. He was still a newbie. He couldn’t handle that shit. I forced myself to sit down and let him work even though all I wanted to do was take his cock so deep in my ass I would see heaven.
“Enough,” I panted, grabbing his hair as I tugged his lips free of my cock with an audible, wet pop. “Wanna make me pay for leaving you?”
Something flashed in Ash’s eyes. “Um, no, I don’t—”
“Don’t lie,” I growled.
“Yes,” he said, a dark glint in his eyes.
“Did I really upset you?”
He squirmed. “I mean, it wasn’t that bad…”
I laughed. “Shit, kid. Get mad! Did I piss you the fuck off?”
He thought about it, and I let him take his time. The longer he stared off, the more his face fell. I saw the irritation etch itself across his face. When he met my gaze, I smiled at the fury in his eyes.
“Yes.”
