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I should have realized it hadn’t “come up” because someone else was getting it up for him.
“Look, Soph,” Lisa butts in, “guys need things. We all know you’re a little quiet and we were all a little surprised when you started dating him, but... He thinks you’re a virgin.”
Please, if there is a God, open this damn floor and pull me down...
“No, that’s not what he said,” Shaina finally speaks. “He said that you were inexperienced.”
Thatasshole.
I get that maybe I’m a little “old fashioned” and don’t enjoy the hook-up culture.
I like sex.
I like the way it feels, I like the rush, all of it. I just don’t need to have it all the time. Yes, I think sex is important in a relationship, but I also think sex can tell you things about your partner...
And I learned with Josh that maybe we weren’t going to be compatible. He was...
Selfish in bed.
To put it nicely.
I swallow hard and fight to retain my composure. “Not that it’s anyone’s fucking business, but no, I am not. And for your information,” I glare at Lisa, “he and Ihaveslept together. And yes, I told him we needed to slow down. I just prefer to know a guy before I let him stick his cock in me.” I glare at Shaina. “And I’d say it’s probably a pretty fucking dirty one if he slept with you, so thank the good Lord that I stopped before he could give me something. How many notches are you up to now?”
“Sophia! We are not tearing down each other’s crowns,” my “friend” Courtney says, making me gasp. They could tear me down, but I couldn’t give it back?
Fuck them.
“Well, I can’t help if he likes my pussy more than he likes to cuddle on a couch with you,” Shaina fights back. “I don’t know, maybe it was the third time? Fourth? Nah, maybe it was last night, when he told me he has to figure out how to dump you. All while he pounded his fat cock in me from behind.”
“You...” I feel like I’m supposed to cry. Or scream. Or something. But all I have in me is anger. “You are a fucking bitch,” I tell her instead, the words coming out far calmer than I’m feeling. “I hope he gives you a disease.”
“That was uncalled for, Sophia,” Courtney mediates and I give her my middle finger in response.
“Fuck you all.”
“Oh, grow up, Sophia!” Jane cuts in. “You think you’re better than us, but really? You’re stuck in fucking high school.”
If anyone is stuck in high school, it’s them.
Shaking my head, I push back from the table, forgetting that Em has ahold of my arm. “I’m not doing this. Have a happy fucking birthday.”
Em drops my arm but jogs after me, not saying a word until we’ve pushed free of the bar.
“I’m so sorry, Soph.”
Turning on her, I point back to the building. This time, tears fill my eyes. “Did you know?”
She shakes her head, holding both of her hands up. “I didn’t. I swear. I promise on my Nena’s grave.”
Considering how much she loved her late grandmother, I believe her.
But before what just happened went down, I thought I could trust all six of those girls with my life. With my secrets.
Apparently not.
“I just want to go home,” I say, shaking my head.
“I’ll walk with you.”
