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“Right...Why can’t I just say stop?” Amira furrowed her brows.

“You might tell me to stop without actually wanting me to stop,” Casey shrugged. “Like if you’ve been overstimulated, for example, you might feel oversensitive and you might tell me to stop whatever it is that I’m doing, but you might actually want me to keep going at the same time, you know? It’s like when you masturbate and it feels so good but at the same time, it’s too much. But at the same time, you just want to keep going.”

“Ah.” Amira nodded. She knew that feeling very well.

“Yeah. You could be telling me to stop but at the same time, you want me to keep going. That can even be a part of our play. Some subs like for their Domme to force them to take all the pleasure that they’re being given, even if it gets to be too much for them. Some subs like for their Domme to torture them a bit. To overpower them and do whatever they want with them, regardless of what they say. Some subs enjoy the feeling of begging their Domme to stop, only to have their pleas ignored.”

Amira squeezed her legs together, shifting around uncomfortably in her seat. Casey enjoyed watching her.

“But there still needs to be a way to communicate that they trulydowant to stop if that’s the case. Which is why it’s important to have a safe word. A safe word willneverbe ignored. Everything comes to an immediate stop if a safe word is used.”

“I see,” Amira nodded. “I’d like my safe word to beDr. Rosenthen. It’s just your name, but I’m not supposed to call you that while we’re doing a scene, right? Only ma’am or mistress. Obviously at work, things are different.”

“At work things areverydifferent.” Casey smiled. “That will work then. Just don’t forget.”

“Right...Now, be honest with me,” Amira sat up straight and sent Casey a serious look. “I know that you have a lot of experience with this and you must have had a lot of subs in the past. Since I’m new to this, I know I won’t be as good as the others were...You won’t get mad if I don’t do something right, right? I understand that there will be punishments and things if I don’t follow the rules, but you won’treallybe mad at me if I don’t do something right...Right? And if I don’t like something that you do like, like bondage. You just said that you wanted to tie me up. Won’t you be disappointed if I don’t enjoy that?”

“No,” Casey told her firmly. “I won’t be angry if you do something wrong. I know that you’re still learning and I completely understand that. And punishments won’t be introduced for a while, so you don’t even have to worry about that right now. I also won’t be upset if you’re not into something that I am. One of the most fulfilling parts of being a Domme for me personally is having a happy and satisfied sub. I like to give pleasure just as much as I like to receive it, if not more, and I genuinely feel happiest when my sub is happy. Knowing that you’re enjoying the scene and everything that happens in it is the most important thing to me. If you don’t like something that we do, that’s fine. If you don’t like something that I personally enjoy, that’s fine. It’s just important to me that you don’t hesitate to let me know that. I feel proud when my sub can communicate with me easily, so please don’t hesitate to tell me if you don’t enjoy something, and don’t worry about what my reaction will be if you don’t. I’ll be happy with you as long as you’re honest with me, understand?”

Amira couldn’t keep the smile off her face as she nodded.

“I understand. I trust you and I feel very safe with you.”

“Great, those are vitally important things if you are to give control of your body over to me.” Casey told her. “Now, another important thing that we need to talk about is aftercare. It’s very important. Aftercare is what happens after a scene ends. It’s possible for you to have a sub drop after a scene, and it’s possible for me to have a drop too although I am experienced in recognising it in myself. To prevent that from happening, aftercare is very important. There are many different forms of aftercare, but my favorite is just enjoying a relaxing bath together and talking about everything that happened in the scene. We can talk about what we liked, and if there’s anything that we didn’t like, we can talk about that too. This gives us a chance to communicate with each other right after we’ve finished and clue each other in on how we’re feeling.”

Amira nodded in understanding, so Casey continued.

“After having a nice bath, I like to get my sub dressed into something cozy, get you a nice snack, and then we can cuddle in bed and watch your favorite comfort show or just continue to talk, whatever you want. Usually, we’ll end up falling asleep before long anyway, but that’s just in case we don’t.”

“That sounds really nice. I had no idea there was so much to it.” Amira sighed a little, smiling as she stared at Casey and rested her chin on her hand.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Casey laughed, eyes darting around at Amira as her cheeks tinted a pretty pink color.

“No reason…” Amira let out a quiet laugh of her own.

“Well…Anyway,” Casey cleared her throat, taking a sip of her drink. “Um, we still have more to discuss, so...Shall we?”

“Yeah,” Amira nodded. “Let’s continue.”

7

The following night, Amira had hardly known what to do with herself as she got ready and drove to Casey’s house. She was both incredibly nervous and incredibly excited, anxious and giddy, and slightly worried too. She was worried that she wouldn’t like whatever it was that they’d be doing tonight, but she also had a feeling that she was worried for no reason. Casey had told her that they wouldn’t be doing anything too crazy tonight, so she was sure that she didn’t have much to be worried about.

Still, she spent the entire drive to Casey’s house going over the rules that they’d discussed over and over again.

Rule number one, no coming without Casey’s permission. Rule number two, say thank you after having an orgasm. Rule number three, use manners. Rule number four, sayyes, Daddyorno, Daddy.

Safe word isDr. Rosen.

These were simple enough, weren’t they?

But Amira was abitof an over-thinker, which is why she spent the whole car ride panicking as she thought of all the worst-case scenarios that could happen. What if she came so hard that she couldn’t talk and thus was unable to say thank you? What if her mind went completely blank and she forgot the wordDaddyaltogether? What if she came without permission? She wasn’t exactly great at controlling when she had her orgasms lately.

She was sure that it wouldn’t be a huge deal if she forgot one of the rules tonight, but what if it was? What if Casey decided that she would make a horrible sub and no longer wanted to teach her?

“Strip for me,”Casey said as she relaxed, fully dressed, in the armchair.

Amira had never stripped for anyone but her hands moved instinctively to her blouse and she began to unbutton it and slip her shoulders out of it and it dropped it on the floor. She slipped out of her pencil skirt realising for a second she was standing there in just her underwear and her high heels. She snuck a shy look at Casey and she saw the way Casey was looking at her so hungrily.

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