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We shower together and come back to my bed.

“I guess…we should talk,” I suggest.

He smiles wickedly at me and gets up from the bed taking a few steps back.

“Angel,” he sing-songs. “You know what happens when you want to have deep talks at the wrong moments.”

My heart drops in my stomach, and the lust is back instantly.

I am more than ready for this.

He snaps his fingers toward the floor and smiles. “On your knees, my little slut.”

I execute quicker than lightning. This is what I need, pleasure without thinking.

I lick Jake’s erection all over before sliding him inside me. He tastes like fresh soap, and it mixes with his natural scent, making him taste heavenly.

He grabs my hair and brings himself deep in my throat. I gag and spit against him, but I don’t want to move. I just want him to use my mouth so I can forget about everything else.

I just want to feel safe and owned.

And Jake never disappoints when it comes to owning me.

He doesn’t come down my throat though. He pulls out and ejaculates all over my face. I swallow every single drop that lands on my tongue with an instinctive need.

I wash myself, but there’s no point.

Jake dirties me again. All night, he uses and abuses my body. Holding up to his promise.

I can’t think straight, I can’t remember what I was so scared of. I don’t think of the big world that always hurts me and makes me afraid. I beg for him to hurt me over and over again, to bruise me and mark me. And he does, he forces orgasm after orgasm as my skin reddens and bruises. When we hear my mom come home and we have to keep quiet, he gags me with some of my pantyhose and I come even harder after that.

Funnily enough, he makes sure not to touch my casted arm. He makes sure it’s always in a comfortable position and not hurting.

But for the rest, he lets his beast out, and so do I. I become the woman I’ve always wanted, I grow stronger as I give myself over to him knowing it’s because I chose to. Knowing it’s because it’s him, and I. No one else. Nothing else.

The sun is rising when Jake and I come out of the shower. We gave up showering the second time he came all over me. He kept taking pictures of me covered in his cum and I still wonder why I loved it?

I settle in my bed, but he doesn’t follow. My heart stops when I see him put his clothes on.

“Are-are you leaving?” I stutter in fear.

He smiles at me as he puts his hoodie on. “Leaving you? Absolutely fucking never. I’m just getting something from my car.”

“Oh,” I chuckle with embarrassment. “Right.”

He drops a kiss on my forehead. “You don’t have to worry about me leaving, Angel. Never again. What I did was to protect you from an evil I’m not scared of anymore.”

“You’re not?”

He shakes his head. “I almost died, and so did you. They tried their worst and still didn’t get us. We’re invincible.”

And when he says it, it makes so much more sense than the talk I had with my mom yesterday.

“We’re starting over, Angel. And this time I’m not letting you go. This is our time. Finally.” He comes on top of me and hugs me.

“Are we really doing this?” Bliss is bubbling in my chest. It’s insane, but I feel it, it’s replaced the fear I let overtake me after what my mom said to me.

“Yeah,” he nods in the crook of my neck.

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