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“Well, going for a ride is one of them, when I think back to that woman and all the things that she most probably didn’t do in her life because she didn’t know she was going to die so soon. Dash, I want to be able to live my life to the fullest and enjoy every moment of it.” She places her hand on my cheek, her eyes sad as she looks deep into mine.
“Life is too short to live in fear, fear of not being good enough, fear of not being accepted, fear of being alone.” I know that those that she has mentioned is all fears that she had before, but I don’t want her to have anymore fears, I want her to know that I will always be here for her and if for some reason I am not that she has the pack that will be by her side always.
“We will do as much as you want to, but Alaska, I am not going anywhere.” She nods and sits back
“So where are we going for a ride?” she asks.
“Wait and see,” I will take her to the river and then we can have lunch somewhere, I want to cruise the countryside and show Alaska her home.
ALASKA 20
The day turned out differently to what Dash was expecting, but I’m loving it. When we went downstairs meaning to take the bike and leave, we found Gunner, Frost, Blue, Hawk and Onix sitting in the bar area talking. I was silly enough to tell them that Dash was going to show me the scenery which had Onix immediately inviting herself to come along as she was dying to have a day out, after that all of them decided to accompany us and even though Dash said he wanted to go out alone King came in when he mentioned that and quickly put a stop to it as he said that riding alone now wasn’t an option.
“I’m loving this,” I say as I tighten my arms around his midriff, only to hear him grunt. He isn’t happy about his plans being changed, but what matters to me is that he wanted to do it and even though things changed slightly, we are still together doing stuff. These couple of months have brought me closer to Onix and Dakota. I now have two friends, friends like I have never had before. I know that I can depend on them for anything, that they will be there for me if I need them.
I have never let myself build relationships because I was always on the move and any kind of relationship doesn’t work like that, friends want someone that they can depend on and I wasn’t very dependable when working as a model as most times I would have to drop everything at the drop of a hat just to fly to my next shoot.
I am happier; I feel a sense of belonging, a feeling that I have only had once before and that was at my parents’ home. Dash completes me, he gives me a sense of oneness. He doesn’t know this, but today is my birthday, and I am pleased to be spending my birthday with the man I love. I haven’t told him that I love him but I’m sure it's obvious, the same as it's obvious to me that he loves me even though he has never told me.
When we reached the bike earlier, it was to find a Kutte in my size on the seat. On the back it says Wolverine MC and at the bottom below the howling wolf symbol it says property of Dash. At any other time being branded property of anyone would have had me furious, but since meeting Dash, I don’t mind being called his property as I consider him mine too.
“You know,” I say loudly to be heard over the roar of the bike, “it's not about them coming with us as it will be fun with a group of people, it’s the fact that we are together doing this that is special.” He doesn’t say anything, but I feel his muscles relax slightly under my fingers that are stroking his chest as his Kutte is unzipped and the only thing between my hand and his chest is the t-shirt.
To do this on my birthday when in previous years I have always worked on my birthday is special, I am just surprised that my parents and brother hadn’t phoned to wish me as they are usually on the phone first thing in the morning. “You know what I would like to do with you alone, though?” I ask.
“What?” his grunted reply tells me he’s still upset about the company.
“I would like to be the one to be in control and torture you sweetly without you being able to move like you did to me that one time.” The bike slows and I see his eyes in the mirror looking back at me, which has me grinning happily.
“Fuck,” he mutters, “it’s fucking hard to ride with a hard-on you know?” the bike speeds up again and I drop my hand to his crotch feeling the impressive bulge under his jeans.
“Alaska,” he growls my name in warning as he lets go of the handlebars with one hand to grab my wrist and pull my hand up to his chest again. “Behave.”
“Or what?” I ask innocently.
“Or you won’t be getting your sweet torture and I will.” At his comment I can feel my nipples pucker in reaction thinking of his sweet caresses, his kisses, my body reacting to his ministration has me ready to give in to his lovemaking but I really want to give him pleasure, I want to be the one to bring him to the brink over and over again before I finally let him have his release.
“I concede,” I say, knowing that he will uphold his promise if I continue misbehaving. We continue riding in silence through windy roads with beautiful sceneries, and then the scenery changes and I see what looks like a lake or the sea in the distance, the rays of the sun shining down on the water making it sparkle like thousands of diamonds. I have always loved water, to swim, to walk next to or just to sit and watch. This is the perfect place that he could ever have brought me. After riding for another twenty minutes, we finally pull up near the embankment. Jumping off the bike before Dash is even out, I hurry towards the water, untying my helmet as I go. Kneeling next to the water, I place my hand in the water and close my eyes in pleasure at the cool lapping around my hand.
“It’s so beautiful here,” I hear Onix say as she approaches. Pulling my hand out of the water I glance back to see her.
“It’s stunning, I wish I had brought my costume,” I say.
“I’m sure we can go in, in our underwear,” she winks at me as we hear Dash and Hawk's opinion of that idea.
“Why babe, don’t you like my underwear?” she asks innocently, as we hear Hawk say that she will go in her underwear over his dead body.
“The reason it’s called underwear it's because it is to be worn under your clothes and not displayed for everyone to see,” he mutters as he pulls his arm around her waist.
“Okay, would it be better if I call it our lingerie?” at her innocent question he scowls and growls at her. Initially, the growling that the men all do used to scare me as they sound so much like their wolves when they do it but with time I have got used to it, I have even come to realize that their growls of frustration sound different to their growls of anger.
“No swimming,” Dash says as he helps me up to my feet.
“Spoilsport,” I mutter and am surprised when he lowers his head and takes my lips in a blistering kiss before everyone.
“Well, I’m hungry,” I hear Gunner say, “Anyone else wanting to eat?”
“Yeah, better than watching them kiss,” Blue quips, which has Dash lifting his head and winking at me before turning to the others.
