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“Let me help you come again, and then I’ll be happy.”
“Alright. But you have to pull out when the time comes, okay?”
“Sure.”
He withdraws and I frown, but he chuckles and tells me to have a little patience. Reaching over my head, he grabs one of my pillows and brings it down to my hips.
“Lift up,” he says. I do as he asks with a slight frown. He positions the pillow under my hips and then tells me to lie down. I do, and thanks to the pillow my hips are now raised a couple of inches off the mattress. But I’m not sure what that’s meant to achieve. “Trust me.”
Do I trust Kaiden? More than the others, maybe. With my body? Yes. To make me feel good? Absolutely.
But with my heart? No. And I don’t think I ever could again.
He slides back into me and I’ll admit the new angle feels nice. But I’m still not going to come like this. He kisses me deeply until I’m panting and writhing maybe a teeny tiny bit on his dick, but it’s still just sex.
Until he slides a hand between our bodies and finds my clit. My eyes go wide when he begins to circle it, all the while withdrawing and thrusting into me. The pillow, the angle, the clit…it’s all too perfect.
“Sorcery,” I gasp and he chuckles.
“I got you, babygirl. Fall apart for me and I’ll catch you. I’ll put you back together again.”
And I don’t know if it’s his words or his actions or just the sheer relief of not freaking out, but I do exactly that and break for him.
“Perfect. You’re fucking perfect, Odile. I got you, baby…” I have no idea what other words of encouragement he murmurs as I thrash through the biggest orgasm of my life, I’m only aware that he picks up the pace and the finesse with which he strokes my clit slips as he reaches fever pitch.
A moment later he stills with a tortured, relived sort of groan.
I pause and wait, but he doesn’t move. Eventually I ask, “Did you just…”
“Fuck yeah, that was so good.”
“I said pull out!” I snap, in panic, pushing at his shoulders like if I can somehow remove him now, the damage can be undone. He slides free of me and I wince as our combined fluids leak between my legs. That feeling will always be traumatic for me. It’s another reason why I didn’t want him to come inside of me. I should have insisted on a damn condom, but I swear I was too fucking orgasm-drunk to even remember the word.
Never again.
I’m a fucking idiot.
I scramble to my knees and stare at Kaiden who flops onto the bed beside me and peers at me through lowered lashes. He is not going to sleep again.
He misreads the look on my face. I guess after that orgasm his brain’s a little slow too but all my good feelings have gone, replaced with icy dread.
“Relax, I’m clean. You are too.”
I think he means to sound reassuring but I want to vomit wondering how he could possibly know that about me.
“I’m not on birth control!” I cry. After…my trauma…there were complications that rendered me unable to tolerate most kinds. I can’t think about that right now.
“You are.”
“What?” My voice is a lethal blade and Kaiden must notice even in his sleepy post-coital blissed out state because he sits up and raises his hands defensively.
“He said he got you the shot at the same time as the tattoo.”
“But you weren’t there,” I point out as my mind spirals into chaos. Kaiden hesitates, looking sheepish. “So he could be lying.”
Not to mention, what the fuck else did Axel do to me while I was unconscious?! He can’t have given me the shot. I’m allergic. Fuck. What did he inject me with?
“I should go.” Kaiden slips from the bed and reaches for his clothes before hastily pulling them on. I’m frozen on the mattress trying to process what Kaiden’s just revealed. Why would Axel do that? I mean, why would Axel do any of it, sure, but why put me on birth control without my knowledge? Was he planning something? It doesn’t bear thinking about.
