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"And then Zeal goes and matches him to you." He dropped his head against my shoulder and hugged me. "But still, if you're weak with him, it makes him feel strong. If I'm weak, it just makes me weak. I don't know how to walk that line because I've neverdoneit before."
"Maybe try talking about it?" I asked.
He huffed, clearly not impressed. "Hey, Talin? I want your dick up my ass, but don't start thinking I'm one of those girly guys you said you aren't into," he mocked. "I mean, how do I even start that?"
"How about something like, 'Hey, Talin, I've never done this before, but I'd like to try it with you?'" I offered.
Eladehl nodded. "Yeah, that's a lot better than my version."
So I poked him in the abs. "And since we're talking about this, can I ask you something?"
"Anything," he promised.
"How are we making this work?" I gestured all around us. "When we were in school, we had this big idea to partner so we could all be together, but I kinda feel like that's not quite how it's working."
"It will," he promised. "The three of us have been talking. Usually, it's when you're in your Obligation class. But we're trying to figure out how to make it fair. I mean, the guys can't sleep here every night. Your instructors are already watching us, and they're supposed to be celibate. Once in a while makes sense, but every night? That's going to get their dicks checked."
"Ok, so what's the plan?" I asked.
He tugged at the tie in my shirt, but made no move to unlace it. "I thought maybe this weekend you could have a minor 'meltdown' about the stress of your schedule, and we could have Wraythe spend some time with you. The two of you can figure things out, and I'll crash with Talin?"
"Trading guardians for the weekend?" I teased.
Eladehl shrugged. "If I'm whining about my partner being so sensitive, and he's asking for advice with how to handle you, it makes a good excuse. And then afterwards, I think it's all on you."
"After I sleep with Wraythe, I'm fair game?" I scoffed. "Do you have any idea how stupid that sounds?"
"No," he groaned. "Not like that. I mean we're supposed to be fucking. They're supposed to learn how to observe without being turned on. You will not want to have sex as often as the three of us will, if for no other reason than because it'sthreeof us and just one of you."
"And that," I told him, "sounds like Jamik."
"Irila, actually," but he smiled. "And yeah, I asked. See, believe it or not, I want to take care of you. I want to pamper you as much as those two. I also want to be more. Nari, I like this. Being able to talk to you about Talin without you getting jealous? Abouteitherof us? It feels good. But while I may not be the one standing behind you with a sword on his belt, I'm still your man. I'm still going to be the one making sure you're safe when we're together, even if that means pulling a lover off your body."
"I know," I assured him, palming the side of his face. "And I like it too. I like knowing that I can ask you about what a man likes and that you'll tell me. I love that you can hold me like this, make me feel so beautiful, and still treat me like I'm your friend."
He smiled and glanced away. "My partner," he said softly. "Wraythe's my best friend, but this thing we have? It's close, and the best word for it is a partner. Theonlyreason I'm not always trying to sleep with you - well, besides Wraythe - is because I like talking to you so much. I love how this brain of yours works. Don't get me wrong, I'm fucking hard as a rock right now, but the last thing I wanna do is make you sore and have you turn him down because of it."
"I'm not that fragile," I huffed.
"Yeah?" he asked. "What if you are? I know you were sore after Choosing. And again after that night with all of us. I figure once you get to be with Wraythe, then we'll test it a little, but I also know you really want to get that man in your bed, right?"
I bit at my lip, trying to look as innocent as I could. Needless to say, it wasn't very innocent. "Do you blame me?"
"Not at all," he said. "But we both know that a guy his size is going to make you a little sore. And yeah, he's terrified about that. He couldn't handle hurting you, which is why he wanted me to go first. It's also why he was so relieved to hear you'd slept with Talin. Well,someone,since we didn't realize it was him. Still, we have time." He glanced over at the table. "And homework. Because if you can swallow all of that, then Wraythe will be a very happy man."
"I couldn't," I reminded him.
"Completely different with the whole class watching." He motioned for me to lean back and grab the pair of dildos. "Look, when Wraythe was here, I was struggling, but I can get about half of it without him trying to laugh at me - because him laughing makes my own throat tense to join in."
"Ok..." I looked at the giant cock. "Think Wraythe's really bigger than this?"
"Yes." He grinned. "We may have measured while you were shopping."
"You did not!"
Eladehl just shrugged. "I was curious too. But listen. When I pretend like this is him?"
He leaned back, angling his head so the line from his mouth to throat was as straight as possible, and then began to swallow the dick. He paused when it hit the back of his throat and then inhaled, pushing it deeper at the same time. His eyes closed, but his breathing stayed smooth and calm as more and more of the dick vanished between his lips.
