I looked down at my breasts.
Milk was spurting from my nipples all over him.
‘Shit, shit, shit!’ I jumped up, grabbing my T-shirt off the floor and covering my boobs. ‘It’s because I haven’t been breastfeeding, so they’re full.’So much for being sexy.I was supposed to express earlier but got sidetracked when Bella and Roxy showed up. I grabbed some tissues from the bedside table and started wiping his face. ‘I’m sorry.’
‘No worries—is natural.Come…’ He gently pulled me back on the bed. ‘You want to carry on?’
I mopped up the milk from my nipples and my stomach, then threw my T-shirt back on the floor.
‘Yes, yes…of course…’
This time, Lorenzo climbed on top of me and started kissing my neck.
That felt good.
Actually, maybe I should put my bra back on my and get some fresh nursing pads? That way I wouldn’t squirt him again.
He started stroking in between my legs.
Ohhhh…
I just needed to enjoy this. To relax. I didn’t want to start overthinking because then I’d get scared and it wouldn’t happen. Like Geli said, sometimes you have to just jump. I needed to do it.
It was now or never.
‘I want you inside me.’
‘You sure? You are definitely ready?’
I know he was being considerate, but the more Lorenzo asked me, the more I’d think and the less likely I would be to see it through.
‘Yes. I’m ready.’
As I felt his tip push against me, I froze.
This was really happening.
It would be fine…
Just like ripping off a plaster, I had to do it quickly. The longer it took for him to enter, the tenser I would become. He just had to go for it.
I wrapped my hand around him, took a deep breath and pushed him inside.
‘Ouch!’ I screamed so loudly my ears hurt.
Jesus Christ.
I knew it would be painful, butwhoa.
‘Sorry. You want me to stop?’
‘No, no,’ I gasped. ‘Just…maybe try going slow.’
I closed my eyes as we gently rocked back and forth. There was alotof friction. It felt really raw. Like rubbing sandpaper against an open wound. I thought I was ready. That I would at least enjoy it a little bit. But so far…
‘Ow!’
‘Sorry. Are you okay?’