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“I’m coming…” she gasped. “Oh, god.” Her head dropped forward and her fingers clutched painfully in my chest. It was one of those hurt so good types of pains tough, as her pussy clamped down around my dick like it was never going to let it go.
I yelled out and bucked up, shooting my load up into her sweet pussy. We kept moving together, riding out the storm until finally she collapsed on my chest. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close to me.
She moved off me, but snuggled against me. Her eyes were closed, and her breathing began to soften until I realized she was asleep.
I smiled and kissed her forehead. “Sleep tight, my beauty.” I watched her sleep for a moment, thinking was a sap I was for doing so, and yet, unable to take my eyes off of her. She was so sweet and lovely. She fit right here in my arms. In my bed. In my life.
Feeling tired myself, I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep. Images of a large house on the coast filled my head. I recognized the home as the one my family owned in the Hamptons. The house was loud, and the dining table was filled with food and family. My brothers were there with their wives, and children were running around. Their children. It was the type of scene I’d scoff at, and yet in this dream state, it was pleasant. The scene was filled with love and joy. The only sadness was that my mother wasn’t there to see it.
As I watched, I realized I wasn’t a part of it, and those old feelings of abandonment and rejection started to fill me. I was there with them, but outside of them. Not included. Not one of them.
From across the room, Morgan appeared holding her hand out to me. I moved toward her, feeling the pull she had on me. I like my heart was somehow tethered to hers. I reached out, taking her hand in mine, and a sweeping motion moved me with her toward my brothers and their families.
I put my arms around her, like she was some sort of life preserver. As I held her, she kissed my cheek, and then looked down. Her belly was round, filled with a life. I looked at her, wondering what was going on. She took my hand, placing it on her belly. I felt movement, and my heart about burst open. Emotion crashed through me, and I was sure I was going to cry like a fucking baby.
“It this real?” I asked her, holding her to me with one hand while the other stayed firmly planted on her belly.
“If you want it to be.”
I woke with a start. I took in a heaving breath as I looked around the room. It was still dark out. The woman I was dreaming about was still in my arms. I pulled her close and kissed her head. Like a lightning bolt, clarity zapped into my brain. This is what I wanted. Sappy or not, Morgan was the missing piece to my perfect life. Here in my arms, was exactly where I wanted her for tonight, tomorrow night, and all the nights to come.
I laughed at myself, and wondered what sort of teasing I’d get from my brothers. I didn’t give a fuck. I wanted this woman. And tomorrow, I was going to talk to her about having a real relationship, not just this fuck-when-convenient thing we had going on. I wanted to hear her tell me I was the only one, and make fucking sure that John knew it. She was mine. And scarier still, I was hers. My heart skipped a beat, a mixture of terror and excitement. I’d never given myself emotionally to a woman. Not like this. I scared me to death, and yet, I wanted to wake her up right now and tell her because I didn’t want to wait another second for the next phase of our lives to begin.
But she was in a deep sleep. Those dark circles were lighter, but still showing under her eyes. I’d let her sleep, and in the morning, I’d lay it all on the line.
The end of the dream played back in my mind’s eye.
“It this real?”
“If you want it to be.”
“I want it to be,” I whispered to her, as I closed my eyes, and fell back asleep.
20
Morgan — Saturday
I woke feeling wonderfully rested. It had been some time since I’d slept so deeply. But quickly I realized I wasn’t home. I turned my head. Holy crap. I was in Kade’s bed. Kade’s huge, soft, warm bed.
“Not yet,” he murmured turning toward me and putting his arm across my belly. “Sleep.”
I didn’t want to sleep. I was wide awake with the wonder of waking up in Kade’s bed. I couldn’t stop the smile of the spectacular day I’d had yesterday and even more spectaculicious night with him. He’d asked me to stay. And here I was, next to him.
