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I sank back on my heels and I was so spent, I could barely hold my head up. It was several minutes before I could speak.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin?” I manage to get out.
“Why should I? I knew what I was doing.”
“There’s a lot of responsibility that goes with this. I should have known.” I pulled out, not sure why I was so pissed and knowing I was being an asshole for being pissed.
“My sexual history is none of your business.” She moved away and pulled the bedspread up to cover herself.
“It is when we’re having sex.” I pulled the condom off my dick and tied the end. I wasn’t sure I’d ever filled a condom with so much cum before.
“You said you wanted to fuck me. I wanted to lose my virginity. We both got what we wanted; win-win.”
“I told you I’m not the type to settle down. A woman who waits to lose her virginity is doing so for a reason.”
She was annoyed at me, but she was also upset. She was trying to be strong, but I could see tears forming in her eyes. I hated that I was hurting her, but goddamnit, she’d broken the rules. A man needed to know if a woman was a virgin.
“You don’t know me or why I waited. Maybe it’s because I haven’t had the opportunity because men don’t find me attractive.”
“Well, we know that’s not true,” I scoffed.
“Or maybe I haven’t had the time. Or maybe no one has made me want to have sex. There’s a lot of reasons to wait. Besides, I told you this would only be one night before all this started. I don’t want you or your money, so you can just stop worrying about that.”
I was a fucking heel, but I couldn’t stop feeling like I should have known. “Did you consider that if I’d known I could have been gentler? Made it easier for you?” Maybe that’s why I was pissed. I’d taken her like a dog in heat.
“Or you would have said no,” she said.
“I don’t know why you’d think so.”
“Because you’re a good person, and would have told me all this crap about why I waited and how I should wait for someone special.”
“First, that’s not crap, and second, you give me too much credit. Haven’t you heard? I’m a horndog.” With that said, she could have been right. It was a possibility I’d have passed on her had I known she was a virgin, because she was right: she deserved to have someone who loved her take something she’d clearly guarded for so long.
Feeling surly, I left the bed. “I’m going to toss this.” I headed to the bathroom to throw out the condom. I splashed water on my face and looked at the man in the mirror. Kade Raven. Young, hot, single billionaire. At least, that’s how the media depicted me. How women saw me. Except Morgan. At least, that’s what I thought. Either she was trying to get more from me or she really did just want a one-night stand to lose her v-card. As I studied myself in the mirror, I was horrified to realize that I wasn’t sure which was worse. Did she really just use me to pop her cherry? I suppose it was a double standard that had me bothered by that, but alone with my thoughts, I didn’t have to worry about being judged.
I wiped my dick with toilet paper and then washed my hands. I prepared to go back into the bedroom, get dressed, and escort her back to the reception. We’d act normal. Like nothing happened. Except the biggest orgasm in your life, my dick reminded me. Shut up, I told it.
I opened the door to find the bed empty. “Morgan?” I walked to the living area, noting that only my clothes were strewn on the floor. Hers were gone.
“Morgan!” I called again to the empty suite. She was gone. “Fuck!” I grabbed my clothes and got dressed, telling myself that her leaving was good. Never mind that on the inside I felt raw and bare. That I’d enjoyed every minute that I’d spent with her over the course of the last few days. Despite my belief I should have known she was a virgin, there was a thrill in knowing I was the first to experience her tight, hot pussy.
As I buttoned my shirt, I was overwhelmed with opposing emotions; guilt, longing, confusion, annoyance…Fuck!
I ran my fingers through my hair. “Get it together, Raven.”
She was right. I got what I wanted, and so did she. The deed was done. We’d agreed to one night, and while I’d hoped I’d have the full night, I couldn’t deny the one time had been worth all the anticipation. But now it was over. Time to move on.
