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He grabbed my hair and held my head, thrusting his hips gently as gasps and moans filled the air.

I took as much of him as I could, saliva accumulating until I had to pull off.

He backed away and I cried out, “No.”

The rejection kicked me in the guts.

He chuckled and landed on the couch with a thump.

“Oh, no, sweetheart, there will be more later, but I think Aaron deserves an apology too.”

Aaron walked over and I looked up at him, keeping my face as sincere as possible so he knew I was serious.

“I’m sorry for hurting you the other day. I promise I won’t do that again.”

“You won’t what? Fuck me and then leave me?” His tone was angry and hurt and I nodded, realising that before me were three very different men. And I would need to learn over time what each of them needed from me.

“No. Never again.”

What else could I say?

“Then ask me,” he said, and for the first time I was lost.

“Ah… Ask you what?”

He gestured down and I grinned. Oh, yes, definitely.

“Aaron… May I please suck your cock?”

He nodded but didn’t move, and I attacked him more fiercely, maintaining eye contact the whole time as I took him out and began stroking him.

He was still upset, I could feel it.

“Can I do anything else for you, Aaron? I really do want to stay with you… be here for you. Do you want me to quit my work for you guys?”

That was the last thing I wanted, and I hoped of course, that if they loved me they wouldn’t ask me to do that.

“You’d do that for us?” he asked,

stroking my cheek.

I nodded and pressed a kiss to the head of his cock, warm and pulsing in my hand.

“I’d do anything for you.”

And I would. They deserved my loyalty and love.

“Thank you,” he said and pushed my head down.

I slid his cock into my mouth, my mind spinning.

Did that mean he wanted me to stop working?

I pushed the fear down.

Did it really matter?

All I’d ever dreamed of was a house I could call my own, a home, and a partner to love me.