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I orgasmed again. Brett always managed to get three orgasms from me, and I moaned and cried out as my body tightened around Brett’s dick. He released inside of me at almost the same time, and he groaned as he pumped into me, his cock buried deep inside of me. For a moment I thought about the baby, about being pregnant, but I pushed it all away. I wasn’t going to think about that now. I was going to focus on what we were doing and use it as an escape. I was going to enjoy myself and nothing else. Worrying about everything was only going to ruin the moment, and it was a hell of a moment.
When the orgasm subsided, Brett pulled out and collapsed next to me. Without meaning to, I felt guilty, and the moment was ruined.
I knew I shouldn’t have slept with him. I hadn’t told him about being pregnant, and it was probably not the best idea to get intimate when I wasn’t sure what I was going to do yet. But I had wanted him so badly. I always wanted him so badly. Everything between us was amazing, and I could never deny the chemistry. It was what had gotten us into this mess in the first place.
Brett disappeared into the bathroom to dispose of the condom. When he came back, he frowned.
“What’s wrong?” Brett asked. He was still breathing hard. I didn’t know what he’d seen on my face, but I shook my head and put my mask into place.
“Nothing,” I said and smiled. Brett looked like he didn’t believe me for a moment, but he smiled too. He reached for my face and brushed the back of his fingers down my cheek.
“I love you,” he said. “We’ll get through this. It’s only a phase.”
I nodded, but I didn’t agree. It wasn’t just a phase. He wouldn’t have said that if he knew what was going on. That I was pregnant. I had no idea how I was going to tell him, but I knew that this wasn’t going to go away. And I wasn’t sure we were going to get through this either.
The sex we had was always so intimate, and in all other aspects of our relationship, even the working side of it, Brett was such a nice guy. He treated me right, and he was a good man. It was a pity that everything had gone so wrong. We could have been the perfect couple.
“I don’t know what’s on your mind,” Brett said. “But stop thinking.”
He was right of course. I had to stop thinking about it all, even if it was just for tonight. If I told him about the baby, everything could change. This could possibly be the last time we were together like this. It meant that I had to enjoy it for what it was, for as long as I could. If this was the end, I would have only our memories to carry with me.
“I have to get back to work,” Brett said, finally getting up. He started getting dressed. “Will I see you tomorrow?”
I nodded. I had to get back to work at some point. Other women managed to work through morning sickness, and now that I had started to accept that I was pregnant, I had to move on with my life.
“Good,” Brett said. “I’ll see you there then.”
He leaned on my bed and kissed me before he left, letting himself out of my apartment. I fell back on the pillows and sighed. I was making things infinitely complicated for myself. But he loved me. Brett loved me.
Chapter 25
Brett
On Wednesday morning, there was a pack of reporters in front of my door again, hounding me the moment I walked up to the building. I had almost expected it this time.
Since I had been to see Erica, staying the night after we had slept together again on Monday, another article had made its way to the surface, and it was all over the news now. They were calling it a follow-up of a scandal. They were saying that we had only been pretending everything was fine, lying about our involvement, because quite obviously we were together.
I didn’t care. This time I was almost happy it was out there so I could act on it. Proving rumors true was so much easier than trying to make them go away. Because I was in love with Erica and I wanted the world to know. I wanted them to know that Erica was the most wonderful person in the world. I had been an idiot for not realizing how much I needed her before. One of the biggest mistakes I had made when this had all blown up the first time was not going public with our relationship when Erica had suggested it. It would have made a lot of things easier, and it might have done wonders for my company back then.
