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“Hugs.”
“I can do hugs.”
“Touch.”
“Yes.”
“Praise.”
“Yes, obviously I have no problem offering that to you, sweetheart.”
“Cuddling.”
His mouth moves. “You’re negotiating cuddling?”
“I like contractual clarity,” I say with a shrug.
“Of course you do.”
“Head scratches.”
Christopher blinks. I smile.
“You asked,” I remind him.
“Anything else?”
“Forehead kisses are my favorite...” I pause for a second. Will he think that’s too paternal?
“Yes, baby. I like forehead kisses, too.”
I swallow. “And…”
“What?”
“I want to feel like I can come to you.” I look down. “Not that you’d have to drop everything. I know you have a serious job. I don’t mean I need constant attention.”
“Amber, look at me.”
I look up.
“You can come to me. Anytime. All the time. Whenever you need me.”
My chest tightens. “Okay.”
“And if I can’t give you attention right then, I’ll tell you.”
“Okay.”
“I won’t disappear on you.” That one hits. I didn’t even realize I needed it said.
“You promise?” I ask.
“If we’re together, I communicate. I won’t ghost you. I promise.”
I nod.
“Good boy.”