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He stepped closer.
Not all the way—never all the way, not my careful, controlled hunter—but close enough that I could see the storm brewing behind his eyes. The same restraint I'd witnessed in stolen moments, in the way he touched me like I was made of spun glass and dark magic. Like I was something he desperately wanted to possess but didn't dare claim.
The water lapped at my ribs, and I could feel his gaze like a physical caress.
I didn't want distance. Not anymore. Not when we'd come this far, risked this much.
“Let me show you,” I whispered, and the words carried the weight of a thousand unsaid confessions.
He went perfectly still. I watched him battle himself, duty warring with the desire that had been building between us like a storm gathering strength. His hand moved unconsciously to the chain at his neck—the only piece of her he had left, his tether to a world that would see me burned.
But then his fingers found the buttons of his shirt instead. He hesitated on the first one. I could see the war in his eyes—duty, propriety, fear all battling against the want that had been building between us for weeks. Then his jaw set with determination, and he began to undress. One by one, the buttons came undone.
When the last button surrendered, the shirt fell to the forest floor beside my discarded dress like a white flag of surrender. He kicked off his boots with uncharacteristic urgency, stepped out of his trousers with movements that were pure, predatory grace. Left in his underclothes, he was magnificent—all lean muscle and barely leashed power. The morning light caught on the delicate chain at his throat.
He walked to the water's edge, and my magic responded to his approach, threads of power spiraling through the air in anticipation.
I reached for him.
My fingers found his chest, and he sucked in a sharp breath that sounded like prayer and blasphemy combined. I slid my palms down the warm expanse of his skin, feeling his heart hammering against his ribs, the tension that thrummed through him like a plucked string.
“You don't have to be afraid of what this is,” I whispered against the hollow of his throat.
His hands came to my waist with reverent urgency, gripping me like an anchor in a storm. “I'm not afraid of you. I'm afraid of losing this before I've even had the chance to make you mine. Of breaking something sacred before it can become real.”
The possessiveness in his words sent fire racing through my veins. “Mine,” he'd said, like he'd been thinking it, dreaming it, fighting it.
“It already is real,” I breathed against his skin. “This is real, August. We are real.”
Then he kissed me, and the world tilted on its axis.
It was slow, deep, a claiming that reached into my soul. His mouth moved against mine like he was memorizing the taste of me, the shape of my sighs. His hands tangled in my wet hair, and I pressed closer, feeling every inch of him through soaked linen and rising mist.
When we broke apart, we were both breathing hard. He pressed his forehead to mine, eyes closed, like he was memorizing this moment—or mourning it.
“This goes against everything I was raised to believe,” he said quietly, his forehead resting against mine.
“I know.” I traced the line of his jaw, feeling the slight roughness of stubble, the way he shivered under my touch.
He pulled back slightly, his breathing uneven, eyes dark with conflict. “My father would say you're bewitching me. That this is how it starts—the corruption, the fall.” His jaw clenched, and I could see the war raging behind his eyes. “And part of me. . . God help me, part of me still wonders if he's right.”
The raw honesty in his voice made my chest ache. This man, this beautiful, tormented man looked at me like I was salvation and damnation wrapped in one dangerous package.
“What do you think?” I asked, my thumb tracing his lower lip.
“I think. . .” He searched my face with an intensity that made my knees weak. “I think I've never felt more alive than when I'm with you. More myself. More whole.” His thumb traced my cheek with devastating tenderness. “But a lifetime of doctrine doesn't disappear overnight, no matter how much I want it to.”
The vulnerability in his admission nearly undid me.
“Help me understand what you truly are. Show me the magic my father taught me to fear.”
I raised my hands slowly, calling the threads into being with deliberate care. They emerged in soft spirals between us—golden, delicate, weaving like breath made visible, like desire given form. The air shimmered with power that was warm and alive and utterly, devastatingly beautiful.
August's breath caught, his body tensing against mine. But it wasn't fear I saw in his eyes—it was wonder. Pure, unguarded awe.
“They're beautiful.” His eyes filled with wonder. “I expected. . . I don't know. Something cold. Something wrong. Something that would make sense of my father's warnings.”
“This is what they really are,” I said softly, letting the threads dance around us like golden lovers. “Not weapons. Not corruption. Just. . . life. Connection. The threads that bind all things together—including us.”