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She grins before doing just that, gripping my cock in one hand as she begins to pump. I throw my head back in pure bliss as her tongue teases the head of my dick. Then, moving her hand to brace against my thigh, she takes me fully in her mouth. I grip her head in my hands, guiding her up and down against me.

“That’s it. Take it— Take every damn inch.” She gags as I drive into her and down her throat. I don’t relent as she opens up for me, letting me fuck her mouth as she does something dangerous with her hand around my balls, one finger rubbing the sensitive skin beneath.

Shit. I’m going to blow right here, right now, if I don't stop this.

I slip my dick out of her mouth and position her onto my lap, her legs finding their home around my waist, my shirt still hanging loose around her. The second she’s against me, I capture her mouth with mine. I still don’t want to rush this. I just want to feel her wrapped around me, knowing she heard everything I confessed and still chose me anyway.

My mouth traces the familiar path to her jaw, then lower, taking my time as my fingers slide into her hair. When I gently pull back, she tips her head for me, giving me the soft line of her throat. I kiss my way down her neck, then back up to the warm skin beneath her jaw.

Nothing about this feels like the frantic fucking we’ve been doing all week, and I don’t want to miss a second. I need to be inside this woman, consume this woman, and give her everything I have to offer. The need is so overwhelming and primal, I can barely think straight. “Addie.” I breathe her name like a prayer, my cock rubbing against her entrance, every muscle in me screaming at me to finally push inside her.

She pulls back, looking down at me, eyes heavy with lust. Her words come out breathless before she leans in, putting her mouth to mine. “I want this. I want you. Just like this.”

Then her mouth is on my neck, like she didn’t just offer me something so significant. God, I want nothing more than to bury myself inside her right now. Every fucking instinct I have is telling me to do exactly that, but I force myself to stay still. “I’ve never done that,” I admit.

She stiffens against me, pulling back as her eyes flick to mine. “Never done what?” Still not understanding the significance of this for me.

“Never had sex without a condom.”

Her eyebrows lift. “You’re serious?”

The question immediately puts a thought in my head that makes me see red. I know Addie wasn’t a virgin before me, obviously. But I’ve never let myself think about her with someone else, and now that I have, I fucking hate it. Apparently, I’m stupid enough to ask, “Have you?”

“No.” She looks at me with so much raw emotion that my chest might explode.

That one word somehow has the power to change the entire moment. My already painfully hard shaft twitches against her opening at the admission. Neither of us has ever done this with anyone else. There’s something incredibly fucking hot about that. Something primitive and possessive hits me before I can make any fucking sense of it. I need to be the first man who’s ever felt her like this, need to know exactly what it feels like when there’s absolutely nothing between us.

I reach down, gripping myself, rubbing slowly against her entrance without taking my eyes off hers. “Are you sure?”

She only pauses long enough to cup my cheek, her thumb brushing over the stubble along my chin before she leans in and kisses me. Then she’s taking control, sinking onto me until I’m buried to the hilt inside her. Answering my question with her body. Giving me a piece of her no one else has ever had, or ever will.

“Fuck.” The word comes out clipped as my forehead drops to her chest. She’s so warm around me, so impossibly close without anything between us that, for a second, I forget how to breathe. Every tiny movement feels sharper, more intense, and when she settles completely against me, my hands tighten around her hips on instinct, holding her still while I try to get myself under control. “Addie. Baby.”

“Keep going,” she whispers. “Give me all of you.”

All of you. I start moving slowly beneath her, savoring every second of the way she feels wrapped around me. Addie trails soft kisses along the side of my face and down my neck, moving with me as I keep my hands firm around her waist, holding us to a slow, deep rhythm even though every instinct in me begs for more. She’s so wet I can feel it slick between us, dampening my thighs every time she moves, and the sensation lights every nerve in my body on fire. I try to keep the pace slow, try to hold onto this for as long as I can, but every roll of her hips makes that harder.

“Addie.” Her name comes out rough as I tighten my grip on her, burying my head in her neck. “I don’t know how long I can make this last.” I drag in a breath, already fighting for control. “You feel too fucking good, baby. So good like this.”

“Chace.” Her palms move slowly over my back. “Look at me,” she says, still gliding her hips against mine as I meet every slow roll with one of my own.

I lift my head and meet her gaze, and the look in her eyes nearly fucking destroys me. She’s looking at me, with flushed cheeks and damp hair still sticking to her shoulders, like I’m the most important thing in the world.

My restraint snaps, and I drive into her harder. My hand fists in her hair, pulling her head back as I take control. Her back arches as I slam into her again, all semblance of anything gentle long forgotten. I hold her there for a second before pulling almost all the way out, then drive back into her hard enough to tear a cry from her, the sound carrying over the valley below.

I do it again and again. Faster now. Harder. Holding her tight as I rail into her with one punishing thrust after another. Her fingers dig into my shoulders as I drive into her like I can pour every damn thing I’ve been holding back into her. Every want, every thought, every piece of myself I didn’t know how to give her.

“Don’t stop, Chace.” She stammers into the night air. I can feel the tension building through her, as her entire core begins to tighten around me. God help me, I’m not going to survive her falling apart like this.

“Addie—” Her name comes out somewhere between a groan and a warning. I pull her close, catching her mouth with mine and kissing her hard before pulling back just far enough to see her. “Look at me.”

Her eyes find mine, glassy with pleasure, her cheeks flushed. A few strands of hair cling to her face, and she looks so open like this, so completely here with me, that it nearly destroys what little control I have left. “Stay with me, baby. Keep your eyes on me.”

She tightens her arms around my neck as the rhythm between us builds, our breathing turning ragged while neither of us looks away. I’m holding on by a fucking thread now, every sound she makes pulling it tighter. “Come for me, Addie.”

Her breath catches, and I feel the exact second she starts to lose herself.

“Addie—” I barely get her name out. “I’m going to—”