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The pain that I endured was out of this world. It felt like I was split from my vagina to my asshole pushing Soul out. I planned on getting an epidural but it was already to late and the midwife didn’t have that kind of medication on hand. I prayed hard to God and pushed with all my might with my friends and man right by my side.

I thought back to Passion and Luv reaction and smiled. Those two girls were hilarious as hell. They swore up and down after watching the pain that I went through delivering their nephew that he was enough and that they wouldn’t be having kids at all. Roberto talked in Spanish the entire time and was put out of the room. He was going insane and was saying all kinds of crazy things that was intensifying the entire situation.

“I see Soulful and you was getting it on. That’s why my god baby came early.” Praylah walked in with her round stomach leading the way. Debo was right behind her telling us congratulations. When Roberto was notified by his house staff, everyone said he was running around like a bat out of hell waking everybody up and panicking announcing that a baby was being born at his house. Soulful was the funniest because when he woke up in the room with me, he saw my legs spread wide. He fainted again, then woke up throwing up.

He finally got it together and held my hand as I pushed our son out. I hate that my mom wasn’t here to see her grandson but I knew soon as I got home her and my uncles would be at my house every single day

“How that shit feel man?” Debo stood close to Soulful. Before Soulful answered Debo’s question, he looked over at me and winked.

“It feels good as fuck man, it’s a new era now. I’m happy as hell and can’t wait to do this again and again.” We all shared a laugh. We hadn’t had that discussion but I wasn’t against giving our son a sibling. Growing up as the only child was boring until I met Praylah then Ju’well.

“I can’t wait for Praylah to drop our baby.” Praylah blushed as she took a seat next to my bed. Roberto, Sovereign and Inferno walked in a couple of minutes after everyone got settled in. My baby got passed around and loved on until he became cranky. He was finally back in my arms being breastfed. I loved everything about my son. He was so perfect with a head full of hair. His chocolate skin was flawless and I was obsessed with his scent.

“I’m going to go ahead and get my wife pregnant today.” Roberto stood close to the door next to Inferno. My room was big enough for everyone to fit in here comfortably.

“Now you want to get somebody knocked up.” Inferno shook his head and shoulder bumped Roberto.

“Well not just anybody. My wife, don’t be stupid. She’s been begging me for a baby, since I’m always gone a lot. I offered to get her a dog or some kind of pet. Now I want a baby. A girl to be exact.” He smiled.

“A baby isn’t a toy Roberto. You can’t just want to have one because Era and Soulful baby looks cute.” I can tell that Inferno was getting ready to piss Roberto off. To further make him mad Inferno continued his banter until Roberto cut him off and said.

“Pride, I’m going to name her Pride. What do you think of that Era?” He placed his hand on his hip and I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from exploding with laughter. It wasn’t funny because I thought the name was nice, it was the way he said it, rolling his eyes hard at his brother.

“I think that’s a beautiful name.” Debo smirked and Praylah’s eyes smiled.

“I want to be the stud daddy.” Honor threw that in, and Roberto clapped his hands.

“Yes you can be the fairy stud daddy.” He winked and Inferno turned a couple of shades red.

“Yall always argue like this?” I asked and Sovereign shook her head.

“All the time, Inferno doesn’t like to just let Roberto be. Then when he goes away and don’t visit for a while my baby misses his brother.” Inferno gave Sovereign a stern look as if she said to much.

“Awww you be missing me?” Roberto smiled and Inferno didn’t give him an answer. You could see the resemblance between both men the only difference was that Roberto was fully Mexican and Inferno looked more black then his mixed side.

“Like I said, a baby is not a toy. You have to be a present father and not gone all the time.” Inferno pulled out his phone and started typing, fading away from the conversation.

“I’ll see you all later, I’m going to make my baby girl.” Roberto switched out of the room and we all laughed at how crazy but serious he was. He had a look of determination so I wouldn’t be surprised if his wife did pop up pregnant. Soul finished feeding and burped as soon as I attempted to put him up on my shoulder. I laid him down in the bed bassinet just as everyone started to say their goodbyes to me and Soulful.

Now it was just me, Soulful and Soul.

“Where’s my girls at?” I asked, Passion and Luv were so excited to be aunties that the two of them argued hard about who would hold baby Soul first.

“They in their rooms knocked out.” Soulful got on the other side of the bed and laid on his side so that he could stare at Soul and me. It was ten in the morning; we all had been up all night since four am with me in labor. The midwife would be coming back in, anytime soon to check on Soul and take my vitals to make sure everything was good. We all were dog tired, I just needed a couple of hours of rest before I had to get back up and feed Soul again.

I was nervous about entering motherhood, I didn’t really know much about but I had a small clue from helping Praylah with Heaven. I knew how to change diapers and rock a baby to sleep. I already knew that I was going to end up being one of those mothers that called the doctor’s office for the smallest things. I became sure of myself the moment I laid eyes on Soul. I knew that I wouldn’t get it right all the time. I was determined to still be the best mother that I could be like my mom was with me.

“I love you, baby.” Soulful reached over Soul and moved some of my wild sweated out hair from out of my face. I knew that I looked a hot mess.

“I love you too, handsome.” I blushed biting my bottom lip.

“Don’t give me that look man, your pussy ain’t even healed yet and you got me rocking the fuck up.” I giggled and licked my lips to mess with him further.

“My mouth doesn’t need to heal.” I smirked at him as he grabbed his erection through his pants.

“Stop, Era. For real man. Act right until the Mid-wife comes in to check on y’all. Then you can show me what that mouth do.” I fell out laughing because we both were nasty as hell.

“You ain’t turning down no head, I see.”