Renovating The Heart Of A Beast
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“That’s what you gotta know nigga.” Solo added to what Ream said.
“Love y’all niggas and I appreciate y’all.” I tapped my chest, not really wanting to get back emotional. We chopped it up for a little bit longer then ended up going upstairs to eat what Mattea had cooked up. Praylah was back heavy on my mind, it was time for me to get my family.
Chapter Forty-One
PRAYLAH
Adrenaline coursed through my veins, I start biting my lips out of nervousness. Right now, I was feeling nothing but anxiousness. I should have been mad and somewhere far away from this location but the yearning of wanting to be back next to this man took over me. Earlier today, my parents woke me out of my bed and told me that I had a delivery at the front door.
I thought the delivery would be Matthew standing there with an explanation of not showing up five days ago. Instead, it was his assistant with a bouquet of roses of all colors. She handed off a pair of keys and told me that her boss was expecting me tonight at his home. She didn’t leave out the part about bringing Heaven right along with me.
After she gave those orders, Era was calling me next telling me how Matthew had a planned day for all of us. I was so overwhelmed that the anger left me and it all was replaced with happiness and giddiness. This entire day, I spent being pampered and catered to. Me and my girls got our hair, nails and feet done, and we also received massages out of this world. We went shopping and I let Ju’well convince me to buy an all-black trench coat with red bottom stilettos.
Saying my good byes to them, I went to pick Heaven up around six then brought her back to Matthew’s house. I got super emotional when I found Heaven’s pretty pink room right next to the master’s suite bedroom. My mind had wondered where the hell was Matthew, but I remained as patient as possible. After feeding Heaven and playing with her, she fell asleep and here I sat in the backyard following directions from a text that I received from my man over twenty minutes ago.
I felt shy as hell, I didn’t know what to do with myself as I looked down at my French tip fingers. I knew that I looked astounding, my hair was pressed bone straight with a side part. My side bangs were flared out and I had little to no make up on, just how he liked it. Matthew’s backyard was big and beautiful, the light from his pool had the entire area glowing. The moon illuminated the backyard as well giving it a pretty blue shadow.
I bit into my bottom lip when I heard leaves crunching, I was so nervous hearing his footsteps mixed in with the crickets chirping. My stomach tightened and a smile graced my face when my eyes landed on Matthew’s. He held an open champagne bottle by its neck in one hand and a box that looked like sweet chocolates in the other.
I straightened my spine and could no longer conceal my smile.
“Sugar mommy.” His deep voice sounded like music to my ears. He was even more beautiful in the dark under the night sky. His gray eyes held a glow, his dreads freshly twisted and loose hanging down past his shoulders. I noticed that his eyes weren’t wild and he looked so relaxed and calm like he was at peace.
“I don’t know nothing about romance but you see I’m really trying baby. Come here, I missed you so fucking much.” I said I wouldn’t get emotional but I couldn’t help it. I guess I’d blame it all on my pregnant hormones because as soon as I got into his arms, my head fell against his hard broad chest. I trembled in his arms and couldn’t stop the tears from falling.
“I missed you so much, Matthew. Oh my goodness, this feels unreal.” I snieveled and held on to his back tighter like I would lose him again. It felt like we had so much catching up to do that I didn’t know where to start. He lowered his nose into the top of my head and I could hear him taking a deep sniff.
“You smell so good baby.” I blushed hard and smiled.
“You do too.” He released me and just looked down at me for a long time. It was always the way he stared at me, his glare was full of love and adoration. I sighed, feeling super complete, he passed me the champagne bottle that I forgot was even in his hand. I almost took it then stopped remembering that I was pregnant and how I needed to tell him. I guess now was the time.
“I can’t baby, I’m pregnant.” I could hear the crickets even louder now until he released the breath that he was holding.
My stomach somersaulted, and it felt like my stomach fell to the pit of my stomach until Matthew stepped closer, pinching my chin between his thumb and index finger tilting my head back to look deep into his eyes.
“You pregnant with my baby Sugar Mommy?” Those beautiful eyes searched mines as he looked conflicted and moved. His eyes gave off approval and love, I could feel it radiating off of him, causing me to relax. My mouth fell open but I never got the chance to answer him. He shut me up with a searing kiss, pushing his warm tongue inside of my mouth. He kissed me so passionately that I felt dizzy.
His body felt strong and hard as I molded into him holding his crisp white Versace shirt tight in my hands. Cupping the back of my neck, he deepened the kiss. I whimpered as my tongue chased and wrestled his, I felt complete and wanted to remember this moment forever.
Matthew dropped the box of chocolates giving me a determined and lustful gaze. Lifting me effortlessly off of my feet, I wrapped my legs around his mid section and back. Holding on to his shoulders, Matthew walked with me towards his sliding glass door that led us to the inside of his house. He carried me as if I weight fifty pounds. Each step he took felt good because I bounced up and down causing friction to my throbbing center.
“I love you baby.” He kissed my cheek, neck then lips.
“I love you too.” I confessed back looking into his eyes. I could feel my center heating up against his expensive shirt. Underneath this trench coat was nothing but a laced black bra and thong. I never even put anything on like this. I felt sexy and beautiful and couldn’t wait to see his reaction when I finally took this off.
No longer feeling shy or afraid, I wanted to take control soon as we got in the room. Matthew placed me down to my feet and I stared at him willing myself to move forward.
“Do you want to move in here? How many months are you? Damn Pray, I want to know so much baby. Have my baby start kicking yet?” I smiled and undid the tie to my coat. I let it drop to my feet, standing confidently in front of my man with all my curves on display.
“Damn baby.” Matthew bit into his plump bottom lip, his eyes roamed my body from head to toe.
“You look so fucking sexy Pray.” When he took a step forward, I stepped backwards and shook my head.
“Take everything off, and lay down.” I made sure to speak with confidence. I couldn’t hold back my smile from the look on Matthew’s face. He looked surprised and shocked but he started stripping for me and I couldn’t lie, I was enjoying the hell out of this.
“Oh, you trying to show me some shit huh?” He chuckled licking those sexy lips of his. I didn’t say shit because I was determined to blow his mind right now. I looked at Matthew’s six pack and my mouth instantly watered. This man was sculpted to perfection, every ripple and ridge. His abs was sexy and had me wanting to lick him up and down. A thrill shot up my spine at the thought of his long thick dick pumping in and out of my mouth.
“Get on the bed baby and let me show you.” Matthew raised his brows but listened which was good. He took a seat at the edge of his bed then finally got all the way in and laid on his back. His dick was sticking straight up saluting me. Keeping my heels on I crawled on all fours making sure my ass was up and the arch in my back was deep enough for him to see my ass. I got between his muscular legs and bowed right in front of his pole.