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“Then, why are you wasting your time with me? Give me the pills, and I’ll let you get back to those hotter and smarter girls.”
With a hard yank, he pulls me to his chest, and my boots fall out of my hand. “Rumor has it, the more desperate a girl is, the dirtier she fucks. And you are desperate, right now, aren’t you?”
A figure, where I last saw movement, out of the corner of my eye draws my attention away from him, toward where it stands along the shoreline. The outline of the body is cast in shadows, but the mask is stark white against the darkness. Bleached white bone and long horns that curve upright. The narrow muzzle of a goat.
Always standing on the fringes. Watching me. Waiting for what? I don’t know.
Cold prickles dance over my skin, as a wintry hollow expands inside my chest. My pulse quickens. Throat suddenly dry, I look away for fear that he might catch me staring back, or worse, that Travis will ask what’s captured my attention.
Shouldn’t have sipped that liquor. Alcohol always seems to make it worse, but even if I didn’t have anything to drink, I’d have seen it eventually. I always do.
Travis has no idea how desperate I am for these pills.
“Just give it to me. Please.”
“I want to, baby. I want to give it to you.”
“I can’t.”
“Yes, you can. Just lie down.”
“Travis, man. Quit fucking with her.” Conner’s voice draws my attention to where he sits at the opposite side of the bonfire smacking a skinny branch against the circle of rocks. The sound reverberates inside my head, echoing a memory that tugs for my attention. Shadows in the corner of my mind that beg to be seen. Over and over, he whacks the branch, and with one brutal smack, I flinch, as the tip of it cracks off into the flames.
The fire’s blazing crown flickers and dances against the darkening sky. Frantic. Erratic. Mesmerizing in the way it seems to reach toward me. Beckoning me to illuminate a memory that sits on the fringes, like some kind of ominous entity I can’t bear to face.
A dull and heavy dread stirs in the pit of my stomach. My surroundings shift, like liquid, sending me off balance, and I stumble backward a step. No doubt, the alcohol, coupled to the warmth of the fire, making me dizzy. Sleepy. That, or the aftereffects of hypothermia, which would suck, because I sure as hell don’t want to exchange naked body heat with these assholes.
A toasty sensation settles in my bones, rendering them soft and weak.
“Lie down, baby,” a distant voice inside my head commands.
Cool sand presses into my back as I continue to watch Conner. Drifting. Keep your eyes on him. Beyond the flame, he draws circles in the sand with the broken tip of the stick. Long, lazy circles. Over and over. Somehow, I can feel the tip of it across my skin, but softer, warmer, wetter, springing goosebumps. Tickling me into a languid haze. Gravity weighs down on me, my limbs heavy and thick, the longer I watch him.
Circles and more circles. Spinning and spinning. Round and round. Like children holding hands. Dancing. A song echoes in my head over the sounds of giggles and laughter.
He carries on his crooked back
A ragged burlap gunnysack
And in his hand he wields a blade
Of children’s bones, from which it’s made
He hunts the night for those who’ve lied
There’s nowhere you can run, or hide
He’ll swipe you up right out of bed
And by first light, you will be dead.
Round and round and round. I mentally hum the tune that’s somehow familiar to me. From my childhood, but I’ve no idea where I would’ve picked it up.
Beneath the overpowering scent of burning wood, I catch a light and airy fragrance of citrus. It brings to mind big white flowers and falling petals. Such a pure and clean aroma that, for whatever reason, thickens the dread in my gut.
As if through a fish lens, the scene before me widens, then shrinks with the blackness darkening the edges.
Conner rolls the stick over an object, and I squint to focus on it. Milky white. Black pupil. An eyeball. A glint of metal has my attention zeroing in on the tip of a long blade, instead of the skinny switch of wood from moments ago.
