Page 38 of Blaze

“Nope, not on the shot, she wanted to change to the fucking pill last month when the shot was due. I reluctantly agreed to use condoms because she isn’t ready for another baby yet, CJ is only six months old,” he sighs, “She is probably fucking pregnant again and didn’t miss her period because she came off the fucking shot and she is going to kill me…”

I wince. Shit.

“Dad,” Cage huffs and Chains stands, his face impassive, though you can’t miss the gleam in his eyes at the thought of another grandbaby. I bite my bottom lip to stop my laughter from escaping, but I soon swallow hard when a vision of Blair round with my baby hits me, and my heart races.

Fuck…

We haven’t been careful, and every morning, I wake her up with my mouth on her or my cock inside her, to stop her from remembering it. Fuck me, I’m scared because I know she may be pregnant right now, may be bringing my child into the world.

I always said I didn’t want kids.

Fuck, my head is a mess.

Can I be a dad?

“Drew, sweetheart, can you come here for a moment?” Chains calls, and everyone winces at the several choked gasps.

Old ladies don’t come to church, and this is the second time Drew has been called inside, the first when Trick asked her to help plan his surprise wedding to his wife, because the first time it was a quick sign the papers shit.

I watch as the woman walks in with a frown, CJ firmly in her arms, and I look back at Cage, who swallows hard then asks, “Uh, Blaze, can you take him for a sec?” and she narrows her eyes at her husband before gently passing me his son who looks exactly like his dad. I smile slightly as he grins my way as I take him from his mama.

“Son, isn’t it best to keep CJ in her arms?” Chains chokes, and Cage shakes his head, and I completely understand.

She’ll end up dropping the cutie.

“What happened?” she demands, and I bounce CJ in my lap as he plays with my chain.

“Pinkie is claiming to be pregnant with Bones’s child,” Cage says cautiously, and Drew tenses, but anger soon radiates from her when he says, “He checked all the condoms of the officer brothers, and all have holes in, including ours…”

“Are you telling me, that my missed period isn’t me coming off the shot?” she asks coldly and fuck even I flinch at her tone, but when she mutters, “She’s dead,” my eyes widen as she turns around and storms out of church and Cage quickly calls, “Church over!” and runs after his wife, the brothers quickly following while I keep hold of CJ and look at my little brother expecting him to be standing. Instead, his eyes are on my arm and I smile softly.

“Little brother,” I call, and he looks up, so many fucking emotions shining in his eyes, pride the biggest. I ask, “Want to officially meet my old lady?”

“Yeah,” he chokes just as Killer snaps, “Please fucking tell me you didn’t actually give your cut to that whore?! The woman who fucks anything with a dick in that fucking trailer?” but I ignore him and stand with CJ before heading to the door.

“Blaze?!” he snaps again just as we leave church, but I wince at the sight of Drew straddling Pinkie whose on her front, smashing her head into the floor, who screams and cries, blood covering her face.

“Fuck, Cage doesn’t know whether to stop her or throw her on the floor and fuck her,” Killer chokes, my old lady suddenly gone for a moment, and I snort along with Crusher because the old man has a fucking point.

Cage looks conflicted.

“Uh, shouldn’t someone stop that?” I hear from near the door, and I grin wide at the sight of my girl, still in her scrubs but with her old lady cut. I walk her way with CJ, her my sole focus, though I don’t miss that the room has quietened, and even Pinkie is looking up with her mouth open. Drew’s hand is frozen in her hair as she takes in my old lady.

“Shortcake,” I murmur as I get close, and she grins widely seeing me, and quickly descends the steps, but instead of kissing me like I want, she shows affection to CJ. I never thought I would feel jealous of a baby.

“Hey, little man,” she says softly as she strokes his hand, and CJ squeals in delight before throwing himself at my girl, who giggles and catches him before throwing him in the air and fuck me, my gut twists with want.

Shit…

“And what is your name?” Blair asks, and I reply, “His name is CJ, he also has a sister called Angela.”

She grins wide as he plays with her chain with my name on that I gave her last week because the cut just wasn’t enough, and she murmurs, “He’s precious,” I can’t help but wrap my arm around her waist and pull her into me, pressing my lips against her head before I feel little hands shoving me away. I look at CJ to see him scowling at me and I chuckle.

“Not so fast, little dude, she’s mine,” I growl playfully, then tickle him, and he squeals in delight, making Blair laugh, before I feel something brush up against my leg, and I look down and grin at Snow. I completely missed her because I was too busy checking out my girl.

I kneel and show her some love and murmur, “Now what are you doing here, huh, girl?”

“Well, considering you told me I'm staying at yours again tonight, I couldn’t exactly leave her at home. Don’t think I haven’t noticed you moving half my stuff in. We’ve known each other six weeks, it’s too soon to be moving in so slow down,” Blair says, not once taking her eyes off CJ, and I smirk.