Prologue
Blaze – Aged Nineteen
I rev my 125 that I worked on myself from the junkyard and speed off down the road, leaving Hill Crest High, leaving my best friend, fuck, leaving my blood brother, on the football field in shock and anger after he just won the championship, his last game.
My chest tightens, and breathing becomes fucking difficult, and it just makes me go faster as I squeeze my handlebars.
For years, Hayes Smith and I have been close, even though he’s a year younger than I am. We’ve always been thick as fucking thieves, having a bond we couldn’t explain.
He’s a part of the Carnage MC, a motorcycle group that he grew up in, a club brat. He wanted me to join along with several other brothers, including the future president, Cage, who is currently locked up after going down a rabbit hole when his sister was killed. I was all for joining, fucking honored that my best friend wanted to sponsor me into the club, wanted to be brothers. He wanted to introduce me to the older generation that are currently in charge, but what I didn’t expect was my dead-beat dad, who I’d never met before. A man my mom refused to speak to me about, to be Hayes’ fucking dad, to be a brother.
He’d just claimed me at the fucking football game, not giving a shit that he just admitted to cheating on his wife, telling his son he won’t become the next Road Captain for the Carnage MC. A role he has been forced to learn for years, taking away half his fucking childhood and demanding I take the role, I mean what the actual fuck?
I grit my teeth and rev my bike as I speed faster down the road, my anger too much to fucking handle right now.
Mom, who preferred meth instead of bringing me up, refused to tell me who fathered me over the years, getting pissed every time I would ask. Then she would remind me that he wanted me aborted and that bastard just admitted it to my fucking face.
I take the bend sharply, wobbling slightly, but instead of easing off, I go faster, trying to fucking clear my head, but it isn’t working.
I know I need to speak to Hayes, I know I need to make sure he’s alright, but fuck, my deadbeat is his micromanaging fucking father.
He cheated on his wife before marrying her, he fathered another child, and all he cared about was his goddamn role…
Flaring my nostrils, I pull into the trailer park I grew up in, but instead of stopping at my trailer or the one next door, I keep going. Now that Alexiana, my best friend since diapers, is now living with Hayes.
Last year the fucker instantly fell for her, like love at first sight kind of shit. I don’t believe in that shit and at first I denied him, knowing he was a player. Then the fucker wouldn’t speak to me like an idiot. I realized then he did want her and even though my friend is closed off, I convinced her to give him a shot after he spent a few months trying to integrate into her life. Since then, he’s fallen madly in love with her, moving her into his home that no one knows even exists, tattooed her name onto his neck large right at the front so no one can deny his feelings for her, and she tattooed his name on her wrist and is wearing his property patch.
Love like that doesn’t exist, at least not for me, and knowing who my father is, what he’s like from the stories Hayes told me over the years, I’ll never fucking claim someone because I refuse to be anything like that fucker.
Shaking my head, I pull up outside Elenor’s trailer, and the door opens instantly before her figure enters the doorway, a smirk on her face as she eyes me up, biting her thin bottom lip seductively, which just doesn’t work for her.
Elenor and I have known each other all our lives and have been fucking since I was like fourteen, after I gave my virginity to a science teacher. She’s just easy, and she’s there, and right now, I need a distraction. I can’t be fucked to head to the college to find someone to help make me forget this fucked up day.
“Hey Linc,” she says softly, acting all innocent when we both know she’s anything but, and I climb off my bike and stalk her way. My eyes eat up her in a black babydoll outfit that is see-through and shows her gorgeous tits that I can confirm are real and fucking lovely to suck on.
My phone vibrates, but I ignore it and wrap my arm around Elenor’s slim waist before lifting her, and her hazel eyes brighten with lust as I grip her bright blonde hair and force her mouth down to mine.
She moans and opens instantly, our tongues connecting, and my cock hardens with want and need while she rubs her bare pussy lips against my jeans, and I groan and walk us inside.
I hear a sigh from the couch before I hear her sister ask, “Can I watch this time? I’m horny…” Which doesn’t surprise me.
Every time I’m here, she asks, but her sister always refuses, not liking to share, but you know what? Why not? I need a fucking distraction.
I shove Elenor up against the trailer wall agreeing for Halsy to watch and rub myself against her sister who moans before I break the kiss, drop her legs, then twist her and pull her ass out. I give her sister a smirk to see her legs spread, her cunt on display and three fingers thrusting inside them, her cunt dripping wet with need and I undo my jeans before pulling them down, my hard cock popping out. Halsy moans while her sister wiggles her ass though I don’t miss the glare she gives Halsy.
Tough fucking shit, I need this, and we’re not exclusive.
I quickly grab two condoms because, well, only single gloving with a woman I know for a fact is not on any contraception would be stupid.
As much as I love fucking her, I don’t want kids with her, fuck, I don’t want kids full stop, not with how I’ve been brought up. Every time I’ve tried to go for the snip, I’ve been turned away.
While some clinics okay nineteen-year-olds as long as it’s medically required, most won’t touch you until you’re twenty-five, some not until you’re thirty, and everyone I’ve gone to, which is roughly nine in the surrounding areas, said I have to wait until thirty. So, double gloving or going in the ass with one glove.
“You ready, babe?” I grunt as I roll the second condom on, and she moans, “Take me hard, baby,” and looking at her sister, who is breathing heavy, pinching her nipple, twisting it as she arches her back, I thrust into Elenor hard and fast, not giving her a chance to get used to my size.
I’m fucking pissed, no fuck that, I’m furious, and I need to get this anger out, so why not fuck it out?
Halsy moans as she watches me grip her sister’s hair and force her head back while I thrust a finger into her ass, pull it out then shove two in and I fuck her with them in time with my hips.