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Tad

Friday, January 22nd

It’s been two days since Breezy Bishop and I made our little pact—casual, discreet, and absolutely nobody’s business but ours.

Two days of pretending to be acquaintances in public and trading the filthiest text messages imaginable in private. Two days in which my phone lights up with something from her, and I’m instantly fifteen kinds of distracted.

It’s been blissfully quiet on the farm, which is a miracle in itself. No missing sheep. No broken fences. No feed shed fiascos.

Mabel had her vet appointment this morning, and Dr. Michael said her pregnancy’s right on track. She’s due to deliver her lambs toward the end of February.

And Randy didn’t say a word about finding Breezy at my house the other morning, which tells me one of two things: either he didn’t really notice, or he doesn’t really care. Frankly, both options work great for me.

My brother is in Molene today, sorting through tax paperwork with our accountant, and I managed to get most of the farm chores finished this morning before taking Mabel to see Dr. Michael. She’s currently sound asleep in the trailer, and I decided to make a pit stop at CAFFEINE to grab some coffees for Randy and me before heading back home.

It’s also highly possible that I’ve noticed a certain beautiful woman has made CAFFEINE part of her morning routine and I’m hoping to see her.

I push through the coffee shop door, stomp the snow off my boots, and smile over the fact that it’s not even ten in the morning and Josie has outlaw country blaring from the speakers. The smell of cinnamon and espresso hits my nostrils, and it feels like half the town is here trying to look busy while they drink their coffee.

“Morning, Tad,” Josie calls from behind the counter. “You want the usual, or you want to cheat on yourself with a fancy foam-topped latte?”

“Let’s not make me a liar,” I say. “Two drip coffees. And extra cream to one and make sure you write Joyless on it.”

She laughs. “I take it Joyless is Randy.”

I grin and nod. “Consider it a very loving nickname.”

While she grinds, I scan the coffee shop out of habit. Though, at first, I’m mostly just looking for Eileen Martin. A few days ago, she ambushed me by the cream station to ask if sheep experience seasonal affective disorder. I said yes, which was then published in the Red Bridge Chronicle like it’s fact and not utter bullshit I just spouted to get her off my ass.

And that’s when I see her.

Breezy.

She’s sitting at a corner table, tucked away from the crowd. Her laptop is open, and her phone is next to her like it’s expecting VIP calls. She looks polished, perfect, and nothing like the woman from two nights ago who had my sheets twisted around her legs while my mouth was on her pussy.

“Order for Tad and Joyless!” Josie slides my drinks across the counter.

“Thanks,” I say, grabbing both cups before my grin can give me away.

I take a slow sip, glance Breezy’s way one more time, and wander straight over toward the woman I can’t keep my eyes and thoughts off.

When she finally notices me standing there, I let a grin pull slowly across my face. “Well, Breezy Bishop,” I say lightly, “fancy running into you.”

She stays cool as a fucking cucumber with only a small but friendly smile lifting the corners of her lips. “Mr. Hanson. You want to sit?”

“I wouldn’t want to interrupt…”

“You’re not. I was just answering emails.” Her smile is polite but sharp-edged. “Always a pleasure to chat with an…acquaintance.”

Fuck me. I don’t know why this game is so fun, but it is.

I slide into the seat across from her, trying like hell to look casual while my mind flashes straight back to the way her body arched under mine two nights ago. The taste of her still feels branded onto my tongue.

But maybe that’s exactly what makes this game so fucking fun.

Because I know exactly what Breezy Bishop’s pussy tastes like on my tongue. Because I’m actually imagining it right now. And because I know every inch of what she’s pretending not to think about.