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The war room went dark, then light, then dark again. I walked.

I ran the circuit. Front door, check the deadbolt. Side window, check the sightlines to the fence line. Hallway outside Lila’s room, pause, listen, move on. Back to the front door. Again. The two members on rotation watched me do it the first three times without comment. By the fourth pass, the younger one — prospect, barely old enough to shave — had started tracking my movement with his eyes like he was counting steps.

“Nobody in or out without my word,” I said. Fifth time I’d said it. My voice came out flat, the way it did when I’d stopped caring how it sounded. “Phones stay off the table. Nobody moves her without me present. Clear?”

The older member nodded. He’d been nodding since the first time. Sat in the folding chair by the front window with a paperback open on his knee, one finger holding his place, his eyes cutting to the monitor feed every thirty seconds without seeming to move his head. The monitor showed the roof of the black SUV parked two blocks out on Miller and Cedar. Same position. Engine cold. No movement.

“Clear,” he said.

The prospect nodded too, faster, like he thought speed mattered. “Clear.”

I moved past them toward the side window. Concrete under my boots. The safe house corridors were narrow, the walls close enough that my shoulders nearly brushed both sides if I didn’t keep my stance tight. Diesel smell bleeding through the vent grates, old wood settling as the morning warmed it.

I’d been running the circuit for two hours. Maybe three. Time compressed in places like this, minutes stretching into something longer when the only thing changing was the angle of shadow on concrete and the occasional crackle of the prospect’s radio.

The side window was reinforced glass, chicken wire embedded between the panes, the view limited to twelve inches of chain-link and scrub pine beyond the fence line. I checked the sightlines. Clean. Nothing moving in the scrub. Nothing perched on the fence posts. The security camera mounted above the window had a clear sweep of the eastern exposure, its red indicator light blinking steadily in the gathering dark.

I turned back toward the hallway.

She was standing in my path.

Not at the end of the corridor. In it. Planted square in the center of the narrow passage, boots shoulder-width, arms loose at her sides, her dark hair pulled back in that messy knot that kept coming undone. The gray sweater she’d been wearing since the festival hung off her frame, the fabric thin from too many washes, and through it, I could see the outline of the bruise along her left ribs — a dark shadow beneath the wool, spreading outward from where the hayride fence had caught her when she’d turned.

She’d been watching me. I’d felt it through every pass — her eyes on my back as I moved past her door, the quality of attention that comes from someone who’s been counting your footsteps and measuring the spaces between them.

“Being a target doesn’t make me furniture,” she said. Her voice was low. Controlled. The same steadiness I’d heard in the gravel lot, in the clubhouse, in the concrete room with the deadbolt between us. “I’m done being managed without a word of explanation. I’ve sat in that room for eighteen hours. I’ve watched you check the same door four times in the last twenty minutes. Either tell me what’s happening or stop pretending I’m not standing right here.”

I stopped. Didn’t back up. Didn’t step around her. Just stopped, close enough that the heat off my chest reached her through the cool air of the corridor, close enough that my next breath moved the loose strands of hair at her temple.

“The rules stand,” I said. “No movement without escort. No outside calls. No exceptions.”

“I heard you the first time. That’s not what I’m asking.”

The members were at the far end of the hall. I could feel them there without turning — the older one with his paperback, the prospect with his radio, both of them pretending not to listen while every word carried in the narrow space. Lila knew it too. Her voice stayed low, pitched for the corridor, for me, for the six inches of air between us where the argument lived.

“You’re running this tighter than protocol,” she said. “I’ve seen enough to know the difference. This isn’t procedure. This is something else.”

My hands flattened on the table. “You don’t know what protocol looks like.”

“I know what fear looks like. On you, it’s not obvious. Most people wouldn’t see it. But it’s there.” She didn’t step back. Didn’t shift her weight. Just held her ground in the center of the corridor with the bruise darkening along her ribs and her eyes never leaving mine. “Why are you running it this tight? Not the club. Not the mark. You. Why?”

The question hung between us. Heavy. Loaded with implications that every inch of the narrow corridor understood before either of us did.

My fist closed at my side. I felt the knuckles tighten, the dried blood cracking in the creases where the skin had split behind the hayride fence. The pain was distant. Familiar. The kind your body registers and sets aside because there are more important things happening.

“It’s not protocol,” I said.

The words came out rougher than I meant them to. Stripped of the control I usually wrapped around everything, the edges raw in a way that made my jaw tighten the moment I heard them.

Silence after that. Three seconds of it. Four. The prospect’s radio crackled once, softly, and went quiet.

“It’s you,” I said. “Specifically you.”

The admission sat in the air between us. I hadn’t meant to say it. Hadn’t planned the words. They’d come out the way things sometimes came out when the space between thinking and speaking collapsed into something smaller than either.

Lila didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. Her eyes held mine, wide, dark and absolutely still, and in them, I saw something shift — not surprise, not exactly. Recognition. The look of someone hearing a thing they already knew put into words for the first time.

The argument ran out of air. There was nothing left to push against. No protocol to hide behind, no procedure to cite, just six inches of corridor with the heat between us and the admission sitting in the silence like something neither of us could take back.