Auston let the smile drop off his face, sobering up.
Aunix
What’s up?
Charlie
Urgh no it’s nothing I don’t wanna talk about it. Just me being incompetent at my job again
Aunix
You said you were new at your job, right?
Charlie
Yeah
Aunix
So are you actually being incompetent or are you learning? Do you care about the mistakes you make and try to get better?
Charlie
Yeah of course
I’m trying so hard but it’s like the harder I try the more nervous I get and the worse I perform
Aunix
I think you really have to stop focusing on doing things right/wrong and on the learning experience. It’s about EFFORT. If you are consistently showing up and trying your best, learning from your mistakes, and getting better, then that’s exactly what you should be doing
Charlie
Urgh yeah I know I guess you’re right
It’s just that one teammate that’s always like rolling his eyes at me
I mean like he’s my co-worker in my project team
Aunix
I thought we agreed that this asshole’s opinion wasn’t valid. Fuck that guy. Listen to me instead.
Charlie
Lolol ok you’re right don’t get competitive on me
Aunix
Grrr
Charlie
Lol yeah you’re very scary
Aunix
ANYWAY, you’ve been very good where I’m concerned haven’t you?