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That would be me today.

I glanced to the side of the bed and opened the drawer for the lube. I reached, popping the top and slathering the gel on my cock.

I was about to fuck Noah while he fucked Delane, and the thought of filling him while he filled her made me…rigid. I stood and dropped my pants to my ankles, stepping out of them. The noise caught Noah’s attention, and he paused, tilting his head to the side to observe me.

His eyes trailed down my body, hungrily, and it was all I could do not to maul him. I stepped closer, kneeling down onto the bed.

His chest was heaving by the time I positioned myself at his back. I didn’t bother looking at Delane. A part of me wanted to acknowledge her but I didn’t know how. I had hurt her and I hadn’t apologized.

I wasn’t sure I ever would.

But Noah was our common denominator, and I wanted him to see the fucking stars.

If that meant sharing him…briefly…I would despite the low hum of jealousy in the back of my throat as I approached the thin, delicate legs wrapped around his waist.

Noah’s breath caught and he tensed as I trailed my hands along his shoulders, down to his hips. He stopped his thrusts completely, watching me with a nervous little glint in his eyes.

“Relax,” I ordered, angling myself between his legs. Delane’s legs twitched as well and I could tell she didn’t want to touch me. No matter. We’d both be pressed too close to Noah to care. I shifted forward again, my cock pressing in between Noah’s ass cheeks, my thighs brushing Delane's calves.

I could feel her eyes on me. Still, I didn’t look at her. Instead I allowed my fingers to crawl up to Noah’s scalp, digging into his hair and yanking back roughly. He yelped, and jerked, the movement of his body forward causing Delane to hiss with pleasure.

“Did I say you could stop fucking her?” I pressed my mouth against his ear when I asked, easing the tip of my lubed cock to his entrance. Noah groaned.

“No,” he managed.

“Then don’t stop.” I ordered.

He obeyed, gently rolling his hips forward into the redhead, each time he drew back his taut ass bumped closer to my cock. Soon, I was easing into him, just the tip, stretching his hole as he pressed back in and out of Delane.

He hummed his enjoyment, bending forward slightly, deliberately pushing his ass further onto me.

My hand slid down the small of his back, resting there. I steadied him. My cock was so drenched in lube that it didn’t take much for me to pass his tight barrier. And when I pushed forward slowly, his resistance gave way, his ass opening for me to glide into him fully.

Noah’s body nearly jolted forward as he cried out.

I eased in more than before and back out, squeezing his hips. I could plunge into him if I wanted to, but I wouldn’t rush it. As it was, he was fucking lost in the pleasure already, desperate trying to find a rhythm. His hips slapped against the inside of Delane’s thighs and his ass seemed to greedily reach backwards for my cock.

I used my right knee to prop onto the bed and angle myself. This caused Noah to move closer to Delane, affixing her between him and the bed tightly. I could hear her heavy breathing in time with my own.

“You don’t get to cum until she does,” I growled into his ear, “Do you understand?”

“Yes,” he moaned.

I drove into him, until my balls were snuggled against his cheeks, my cock deep in his ass. He screamed and my cock pulsed inside of him from how fucking tight and hot he was.

“Fucking hell,” I moaned, feeling him again for the first time in so long was still a shock to my system.

He bucked his hips urgently, not a single ounce of control. He’d cum before he even knew it if I didn’t help. My greedy little Raven. I needed to remind him who was in charge. I found his roots again, ripping his head back.

“Yes, what?” I snarled.

“Yes, y-yes sir,” he gasped.

“Slow the fuck down. Focus,” I emphasized. “On her.”

I chanced a glance in the redhead’s direction, catching a glimpse of her big, green doe-eyes gazing up at me. I steadied my hand on Noah’s shoulder, leaning into him gently, trying to find my own pace—thrusting into him as he did the same to her.

I watched Noah, with a mix of emotions. The sweat beaded down his forehead from the strain, but he was euphoric, hands not knowing where to touch as he attempted to pleasure Delane as I fucked him from behind. I knew the pain and pleasure combined was something he enjoyed and couldn’t escape. I wanted to give that to him in every way, even if it meant having to deal with…her.