The shower itself is bliss. Hot water sluicing over my shoulders, washing away hours of tension I didn’t even realize I was carrying. I close my eyes and tip my head back, letting the spray soak my hair, my skin, my thoughts.
This—this is what normal feels like. I go through the motions of washing my hair. Using whatever product the hotel offers. It smells nice enough, as does the conditioner.
When I finally turn the water off, I’m smiling.
And then I realize my mistake.
The towel rack is empty.
I stare at it, blinking.
Surely I just… forgot to look properly.
I reach higher. Nothing.
Lower. Still nothing.
The clothes I’d been wearing are dropped on the floor across the room. Out of reach. Mocking me. But I also don’t want to put on dirty clothes on my wet, dripping body.
I wrap my arms around myself, mortification creeping in.
I wanted to do this on my own. I wanted to be capable. Independent. A woman who can manage a shower without incident.
Instead, I’m naked, dripping, and trapped by my own optimism.
I take a steadying breath and clear my throat. “Mitchell?”
Silence.
I try again, louder. “Mitchell?”
Footsteps approach the door.
“Everything okay?” he asks, voice cautious. Concerned.
“Yes,” I say quickly. “Well—mostly. I just—”
I hesitate, heat rushing to my cheeks even though he can’t see me.
“I may have forgotten to bring in… towels.”
There’s a pause. Just long enough for embarrassment to bloom.
“Oh,” he says. Not laughing. Not teasing. Just… acknowledging. “Okay.”
“I’m sorry,” I blurt. “I wanted to do this properly, and I thought I had everything, and now I feel ridiculous.”
“You don’t need to,” he says immediately. Gently. “Not even a little.”
I swallow. “Could you maybe just toss one to me? You don’t have to come in.”
“Of course,” he says. “I’ll turn around.”
The door opens a crack. I see his arm extend blindly, holding out a fluffy white towel like an offering. “I don’t know why some hotels separate the bathroom area like this and put the towels under the sink. Not very convenient,” he says.
I grab the towel, relief washing over me.
“Thank you,” I say softly.