Page 8 of The Billionaire’s Nanny

The nightlight came first, in the second week.

Lucy noticed it on a Wednesday. The overhead light in Grace's room went off at eight-thirty sharp, per the schedule, and the hallway light went with it thirty seconds later, because Carrington wanted her to follow the binder the way people followed traffic laws. And every night around nine, Lucy heard the floor creak upstairs, small feet, the bathroom door, water running far longer than a seven-year-old needed to wash her hands. She recognized the pattern after the third night. It wasn't thirst. It was the dark.

She didn't ask Carrington. She bought a nightlight herself, a plain amber one from the pharmacy in town, shaped like nothing in particular, and plugged it into the outlet by Grace's closet without comment, the same way she might have straightened a crooked picture frame. She wrote it into the log that evening: Grace seemed unsettled by the dark; added a small light to her room, no distress observed since because she'd been told to report everything, and because burying a kindness in a form felt, absurdly, like the safest way to give it.

The pancakes came the following Saturday, which wasn't on any binder because weekends were, according to the schedule, "slightly more flexible," a phrase Lucy had already come to regard as one of the great comic understatements of her professional life.

"I'm making pancakes," she told Grace, who was sitting at the kitchen island with a book she wasn't reading, "and I need someone to crack the eggs, because I'm terrible at it and I always get shell in the bowl."

Grace looked up. It was the longest eye contact she'd offered since Lucy had moved in.

"I don't know how," she said. Four words. The most Lucy had gotten out of her.

"Nobody does at first. You just tap it on the edge, not too hard, and then you pull it apart with your thumbs." Lucy set an egg on the counter in front of her and did not make it a bigger moment than it was. "Come find out."

Grace came. The first egg exploded across the counter in a mess of shell and yolk, and Grace's face did something Lucy hadn't seen it do yet—not quite a smile, but a widening, a flicker of surprise at her own mess that hadn't yet decided whether it was allowed to be funny.

"It's supposed to do that the first time," Lucy said. "Rule of thumb: if you're not making a mess, you're not trying."

They made pancakes on Sunday too, and the one after that, and by the third week, it had become the thing that happened on weekend mornings without either of them naming it a tradition, which was, Lucy had learned over a decade of this work, the only way traditions with children ever actually stuck.

The book came next. Lucy had brought a battered paperback of her own from the cottage, a story about a fox who lived in a lighthouse, and started reading it aloud at bedtime whether or not Grace looked like she was listening. Most nights Grace lay with her back to the room, eyes closed or pretending to be, and Lucy read three or four pages into what might have been silence and might have been sleep and left without knowing which.

It was the eleventh night of the fox book, chapter seven, when the lighthouse nearly went dark in a storm and the fox had to climb the tower alone, that Grace rolled over.

"He's scared," Grace murmured. "But he still climbs it."

Lucy kept her voice as even as she could manage, though her pulse had done something erratic at the sound of a full sentence, unprompted, offered without being pried loose. "Yeah. I think that's the whole point of the story. He's scared plenty. He climbs anyway."

"My mom used to read to me," Grace said to the ceiling, not to Lucy, in the flat, careful tone of someone testing whether a fact could be spoken aloud without the room caving in. "Different book. But she did the voices."

"I'd love to hear about the voices sometime. If you want to tell me."

Grace didn't answer that—she'd used up whatever store of courage the sentence had cost her—but she didn't turn back over either, and she fell asleep, for the first time since Lucy had started, facing the door instead of away from it.

Lucy sat in the hallway afterward longer than the job required, back against the wall, and let herself feel exactly how much that had cost her to receive calmly. She'd wanted, badly, to reach for Grace's hand in that moment, and hadn't, because she remembered what Patricia Voss had said about children who needed the ground to hold steady more than they needed to be swept up in someone else's relief.

She found Carrington in the study that same night, later than she'd have chosen, because some things didn't keep until the morning log.

"She spoke to me tonight. A whole sentence. About her mother." Lucy stood in the doorway, not sitting, because this wasn't a conversation that wanted a chair. "I thought you should hear it from me directly."

Something uncertain moved through Carrington's face, and for a moment Lucy watched one of the most composed people she'd ever stood in front of look, entirely without meaning to, like she might cry.

"What did she say?"

Lucy told her. Carrington listened with her hands very still on the desk, and when Lucy finished, she nodded once.

"Thank you for telling me."

"I will, every time. But I want to say something else while I'm here, and I'd rather say it to your face than write it in a binder." Lucy felt her own pulse pick up, not from fear exactly, more the charge of stepping deliberately onto ground she'd been warned off. "Grace isn't warming up because of the schedule. She's warming up in spite of it. She had four words for me two weeks ago and a full sentence tonight, and in that whole time I don't think she's had a single meal with you that wasn't you leaving for the office before she sat down or arriving after she'd gone up. I think you need to eat dinner with her. Not every night—I understand what your job requires. But some nights. And I think you should be in the room for bedtime, at least twice a week, even if all you do is stand in the doorway."

Carrington's jaw tightened, the same way it had in the interview, and for a second Lucy braced for the version of this conversation where she lost the job for saying it.

"You're setting terms with me, Ms. Harper?"

"I'm telling you what she needs. You can decide what to do with that."

The silence that followed went on long enough that Lucy had time to notice, entirely against her own better judgment, the particular way the desk lamp caught the line of Carrington's throat, the sharp elegant set of her shoulders even sitting still, the fact that anger looked, on this woman, disturbingly like something closer to beauty than it had any right to. It was an inconvenient thing to notice about your employer at ten o'clock at night in her study, and Lucy noticed it anyway.