Page 36 of Rage’s Rose

“Alright, let’s get Peyton to the clubhouse then we can head out.” Whip states before he nods his head at us and heads inside.

“Alright, they are going to take a minute I’m sure getting Peyton and the kids together. So let's head over to the clubhouse and wait. We are going to be going with him when he confronts his mom. I also think he needs to explain as to why he didn’t open up to anyone about anything that is going on. Did you know Thorn?” Terror asks.

“No, I had no fucking idea. Trust me, I’m pissed. Whip keeps a lot of shit close to the chest, even from me.”

We all head to our bikes and go to the clubhouse to wait to get this fucking mess sorted. I thought I was the only fucker in this club that hid shit and took everything on my shoulders by myself. Turns out I have more in common with Whip than I do anyone else. Who would’ve thought since we don’t really talk to each other much even though we are only a couple years apart.

Finally after what feels like fucking forever we are back on the road following Whip to where his bitch of a mother lives. It takes us about forty five minutes to pull into the trailer park. We finally arrive at a trailer that looks more rundown than any of the other trailers here. Imagining Whip growing up here is hard and I’ve never really heard much about his childhood before. Before we are even off our bikes two women come out of the trailer. One looks younger, but as much as she is trying to look sexy and make eyes at all of us, the bitch is nasty. She probably would fit in with all the fucking club girls at the clubhouse. She is practically wearing nothing and I’m sorry but why the fuck would you wear that when you are home with an older lady who I am assuming is her mother.

“Oh look mom, he brought friends.”

Whip gets off his bike and heads to where they are standing.

“You came to my home, what the fuck do you want?”

“OH I thought that slut and that dumbass biker didn’t know you. That is what they repeatedly told me when I was there.”

All of the men with us are tense. You can feel the tension in the air. I clench my fists together because that is our family this bitch is talking about. Whip is up in her face faster than I’ve ever thought he could move. It’s practically like he floated there.

“Don’t you dare talk about her like that!” Whip’s voice is eerily quiet to the point where it sounds more dangerous than any man I have faced before. “You have no right to talk to her like that when you are who you are. You also don’t get to show up and make threats on anyone else’s property.”

The bitch that came out and I’m assuming is Whip’s sister walks up next to them both and her stupid high pitched nasal voice starts again.

“Well stupid brother, she wouldn’t have to make threats or come to your home if your stupid ass gave us the money you were supposed to. You know, being the worthless piece of shit that our parents had to pay for, you know for seventeen years of his pathetic life. You owe them seventeen years worth of money to make up for the fact that they had to support your pathetic worthless ass.”

Thorn takes a step forward and you can see the rage just coming off of him. I swear if these bitches don’t shut up someone is going to get their necks wrung. We don’t usually hurt women, but these women seem to be someone you can make an exception for.

“I owe you nothing, you stupid bitch. I owe them nothing. I worked from the time I was twelve, making my own money and taking care of myself. You all did nothing but subject me to shit I shouldn’t have had to see or experience.”

That gives me pause because the more I hear standing here the more Whip and I seem to have similar stories. I mean there are obviously some differences, but it seems like the two of us had some pretty shitty ass mothers before finding a safe space with Chaos.

“Well that’s how your daddy wanted it. Sorry, but yes you owe us a shitload of money. Especially since I kept you and no one wanted you. Your daddy wanted me to get rid of you. So you better understand that you owe me for your life.”

“You stupid fucking bitch.” I hear Thorn grit out as he moves again and Terror comes up behind him holding him back.

“Not now brother. They will get what is coming to them. Not fucking now.”

“Explain to me Linda, why would he want you to get rid of me? You had two kids after me so obviously he was fine having more kids with you. Why get rid of me?”

The woman I have come to know as a fucking psycho looks up at Whip and laughs. The kind of laugh you know is going to bring about bad news.

“You really don’t know do you? That’s wonderful. I didn’t think you could be more of an idiot. You see when your daddy was away in prison, when Travis was two. I decided I wanted to try my hand at being, what do you dumb bikers call it, a club girl? I needed the money and with your daddy away, I needed access to some drugs. Plus someone to help take care of Travis. So I got involved with a biker club in town. Fucked as many of those bikers as I could. They were all delicious, so good looking. I”m sure that’s why you turned out the way you did. Your daddy, he got out on an early release for good behavior and I went back to him. Leaving the life of a club girl to be with your daddy. Turns out I was already pregnant with you before he got out of prison. Well he wasn’t too happy when he found out that some filthy biker knocked me up while he was away. So he wanted me to get rid of you. Obviously, he wasn’t pissed that I was fucking around with other men, as you know he enjoys when I fuck around with other men, but he was angry someone else put a baby in me.”

I think I am going to throw the fuck up, see this is why I just don’t want to deal with women. She is a fine example as to why my head is so fucked up. These are the types of women that I was with when I was younger until the day my mama died. This was the example I had of what women were like. I feel like they put on a nice sweet face when they want you to do what they want, but the second they don’t like something this is how they act. So yeah, I think Whip would understand why I have trust issues. Why I am afraid to let a woman into my life especially after the fact that one woman kept a fucking son from me. I know that Rose is not the same, she has been upfront and honest. Probably the most honest woman I’ve ever fucked around with.

The safety and security she made me feel, freaked me the fuck out. I mean lets face it, I felt like I needed to get out of that space because of how uncomfortable those feelings made me feel. I never experienced them before and honestly, I don’t want to be hurt by another woman I open up to like that.

I shake myself out of the thoughts I am having and try to focus back on the current situation at hand, another reason I’m struggling. Rose is a distraction, especially now that I don’t get to hear from her or see her. Then it hits me, there is only one club around here especially at the time. Devil’s Chaos. So unless this family moved, someone in our club is actually Whip’s biological father. Fuck. We watch as Whip staggers back and looks at his mother and sister as those two bitches laugh hysterically like the didn’t just fuck up someone’s whole fucking life. He turns and looks at us and the Untamed men. Thorn moves closer to Whip like he is offering him some sort of support. Their relationship has always been strong, they are best friends and really Thorn has always been there for Whip. Thorn places his hand on Whip’s shoulder and looks at the women with disgust and like he is imagining all the ways he could kill them.

“What club?” Thorn asks.

The psycho bitch laughs again, "Well yours, duh. There was only one club around here at the time. I mean I would’ve expanded my horizons if there were more.”

Thorn then moves again, getting in her space staring at her with so much hate in his eyes. She cowers back because the man is fucking huge and yeah scary. “Which brothers?”

“Which brothers? You mean which ones could possibly be the daddy to your good buddy Cooper here?”

“Yes you dumb bitch! WHO DID YOU FUCK?!?!?!”