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We are one trinity of perfection.

We come together. All three of us. I scream so loud from the release, Ark laughs and JD slaps me on the ass, telling me I’m gonna wake up the neighbors below.

So I lie still, whimpering as wave after wave of pleasure rolls over me. JD collapses on top of us and Ark pushes him off with a grunt. And then he holds me tight and rolls us over so I’m sandwiched between them.

This. I have no words to describe it, but I need this for the rest of my life. These two men on either side. I have found Heaven, and I’m still alive. I have cheated death.

We fall asleep like that. We sleep all damn day. And we only get up for a shower and food when it’s well past four PM.

I sit on the black stone island that separates the kitchen from the living area, watching JD cook. He’s making pancakes and eggs. Ark is on his laptop, sitting in a stool across the island from me. Working, I guess.

It feels like we’ve been living this life forever.

This is what love feels like. Complete, one hundred percent contentment. I can think of no other place I’d rather be. I can think of no other girl on the entire planet who has a life as full and rich and perfect as mine.

“How many?” JD asks me, pointing to the pancakes and eggs.

I can only smile at him and shrug. “I don’t care. If you feed me crumbs, I’m happy. If you stuff me until I’m full, I’m happy.”

Ark peeks over his laptop and laughs. “I’m famished. I’ll eat all of it, if you let me. But some business first, JD.”

I make a face. I don’t want to talk about their business. I don’t even want to think about what they’ll be doing tonight.

“It’s Halloween and Ray thinks you’re going to the party.”

“Well,” JD says, looking at me before taking his attention to Ark, “the girl I have lined up is a waitress tonight. So I guess we’re both going.” He looks back at me. “You wanna go, Blue? We can dress you up. No one will know it’s you.”

I shake my head. “No, thanks,” I say quietly, not able to meet his gaze.

He walks over to me and lifts my chin up, making me acknowledge him. “You want us to stay home?”

I glance over at Ark, expecting him to object. He’s a businessman, after all. And this is business. Something I have no say in.

But Ark just shrugs. “We owe Ray two more videos. But we have more than two hundred squirreled away for the Public Fuck release coming up. We can afford to give up two of those to finish up our contract.”

“You’d do that?” I ask.

“If it makes you happy, sure. Why not?” He looks over at JD. “I’ll call Ray and tell him we’re staying home and I’ll be around on Sunday to upload the final videos. After that, we’ll celebrate.” And then he smiles at me and returns his concentration to his computer.

JD turns my head back to him and gives me a kiss that makes me wet between my legs. “Works for me,” he says. “I got what I need right here.”

His attention makes my whole body warm, and it takes me a second to realize I’m blushing. When I look over at Ark, he’s laughing as he gets up from his computer and takes a seat at the breakfast table. “Don’t be embarrassed. Just enjoy it.”

“I am,” I tell Ark back, jumping down off the island and walking over to him, my hand lingering on his shoulder for a moment as I take the chair on the other side of him. The table is small and round, so it’s got an intimate feel to it. “I don’t know how I got here.” I look at both of them, one at a time. JD puts a plate of pancakes down and pauses. But all I can do is shrug. “I don’t know. But I feel… lucky.”

“Maybe it was just meant to be?” JD walks back to grab the eggs. “I believe in fate instead of luck,” he continues, setting the eggs down and taking his chair. The table used to only have two chairs, but Ark brought out a chair from his office that he’s sitting on. “I mean, look. I’ve been living with this control freak for four years now. And I will tell you, I’ve never thought about kissing him before this morning.”

Ark grins, shaking his head. If he feels uncomfortable about how things have changed overnight, he hides it well. Because he doesn’t seem to be shy. In fact, JD is right. He is a control freak. And he’s still in control now.

“Well, I did,” he says with a straight face.

“Bullshit,” JD says back, stuffing a pancake into his mouth. “You never did. And you wouldn’t be here now if we hadn’t ambushed you with the leash.”

“Oh, God.” I shake my head and grab a pancake and some eggs.

“You don’t like the leash?”

It’s Ark asking, not JD. And that stops me for a moment. “Did you?”