I couldn’t have been more goddamn wrong.
Shit.
I guess tonight is not the night.
NOW
“Fuck is this?” Danny asks.
“Rooibos,” I say, placing the steaming mug in front of him. “You don’t like rooibos? Everyone likes rooibos.”
“I don’t,” he says.
“Fine. I also have chamomile, hibiscus, peppermint—”
“Yeah, you got a fuckin’ beer?”
I smile and chuckle at him. “Sure, bru. I got you a brew.” I say the second part in my tragically inept American accent.
He laughs a little bit and shakes his head as I open the fridge and pull out a bottle of cold beer for my old friend. From where he sits at the kitchen island, he glances over his shoulder and says, “Fuckin’ incredible, huh?”
I look at where he’s observing Christine curled up in an oversized, tufted lounge chair. Fast asleep. “Yes, it is. Never known anything like it. I envy her.”
“Being able to sleep anywhere?” he asks.
“Being able to sleep at all.”
I pop the cap and hand him the bottle. He offers me a ‘cheers’ and takes a sip. I sit across from him, sipping my tea. After a moment, I break the silence.
“So, Danny—”
“How long you had this place?” he interrupts.
“Oh, I don’t know. A while.”
“Yeah?” he says, taking another sip from the bottle. “Why’d you get it? You don’t have enough places?”
“There will never be enough places,” I tell him.
He laughs a bit. Sort of a half-resigned, half-contemptuous laugh.
“Danny?” I say.
He waits, as if I’m being rhetorical. I’m not. I genuinely want his permission to go on before saying more.
Finally, he says, “Yeah?”
“I think about you every day, man.” He eyes me cautiously. “I mean it. I don’t say your name out loud because… Because I don’t. But I think about you all the time. Wondering if you’re doing all right.”
He nods. Licks at his lips. Says, “Are you waiting on me to tell you that I think about you all the time too?”
“No.”
“Because I don’t.”
“OK.”
“I’m serious.”