Page 59 of Buy Back My Love

Then I spit between her cheeks and pushed my thumb into her ass.

“JB!”

Yeah. That’s that shit right there.

She buried her face in the mattress, pussy squeezing the fuck out my dick while I kept giving it to her. When she came, her whole body tightened underneath me, and I kept going while she rode that shit out.

“Look at me,” I told her.

Lee lifted her head and looked back at me, still breathing hard.

“You know you still mine, right?”

“I always been yours.”

That shit hit me harder than it should’ve.

I slowed down, giving her a couple deep strokes while she kept looking back at me.

“I love you, Lee.”

Her eyes stayed on mine. “I love you too.”

I gave her another slow stroke, and her eyes damn near closed before she caught herself and looked back at me again.

“I wanna have your baby, Daddy,” she said.

Fuck.

Out of everything she could’ve said, she had to say that shit. Hannah was already carrying my daughter, a baby that would be here in January, and here was Lee telling me she wanted to give me another one.

My dumb ass knew better. I should’ve stopped, pulled out, done something besides keep going like I ain’t have another woman at home pregnant with my child. But Lee was looking at me, trusting my lying ass, telling me she wanted my baby like that wasn’t the same shit I’d wanted to hear from her for years.

So I ain’t stop.

I grabbed her waist and kept going, holding her tighter when I felt myself getting close. Lee pushed back against me, still looking over her shoulder, and that shit damn near took me out.

“Fuck, Lee.”

“Give it to me, Daddy.”

That was all I needed to hear. I buried myself as deep as I could and came harder than I had in a long fucking time. My whole body locked up behind her, and I held on to her waist while that shit kept coming. For a few seconds, I couldn’t do nothing but stay right there and feel it.

“Fuck,” I groaned, dropping my head against her back. “I love you so fucking much.”

“I love you too,” she breathed.

I kissed between her shoulder blades, still holding on to her while I tried to catch my breath. I meant every fucking word too. I loved Lee and ain’t never stopped loving her. Five years, Hannah, none of that shit had changed what I felt about this woman.

That was what made everything so fucked up. I loved her. I just wasn’t loving her the way she deserved.

When I finally pulled away, I dropped onto the bed beside her. Lee rolled over and curled into me, still trying to catch her breath, and I wrapped my arm around her.

She laid there quiet for a minute, her body still warm against mine. She shifted closer and rested her hand on my stomach while I stared up at the ceiling.

I knew exactly what I had just done. Lee told me she wanted my baby, and knowing damn well I should’ve pulled out, I ain’t. Now she could really get pregnant.

I looked down at her, and the fucked-up part was that the thought didn’t scare me. I wanted another baby with Lee, wanted a son with her. If she told me tomorrow she was pregnant, I’d probably be happy as hell. And that was fucked up considering Hannah was already carrying my daughter.