I shake my head. “I want to watch you fall apart. It’s been so long since I’ve seen the beauty of you shattering around me.”
I slip my finger down, sliding two inside her and using my thumb on her clit instead. Her juices coat my fingers as I thrust them in and out of her. She cries out when I curl them upward, hitting the perfect spot as my thumb continues its assault. Her breasts rise and fall with her shallow, short breaths. She arches her back and digs her fingers into the sheets.
I lean down and flick her earlobe with my tongue. “Come for me, Jade. Give it to me,” I whisper into her ear.
I can’t help it. As soon as her walls tremble around my fingers and her thighs press together, trapping my hand between her legs, I cover her mouth with mine. This kiss is sloppy and wet, a mess of need and years of repression being lifted.
I pull my fingers out of her once she stops trembling, taking her shorts with me. She raises her hips off the bed to help. When I stand up to take my pants off, she sits up to lose her shirt completely.
She surprises me by scooting to the edge of the bed as I step out of my pants. Her legs bracket mine in a sinfully sexy move as she wraps her hand around my shaft. I watch her hand move up and down the length in deliberate strokes. She runs her hand over the tip, gathering the bead of cum leaking out and rubbing it back into my skin.
I tense as she leans forward and runs her tongue around me. Her hand rolls to the base of my cock as she takes me into her mouth. I twitch at the wet heat surrounding me. She hollows her cheeks and drags her lips to my tip. Her tongue swirls around me.
“Fuck,” I groan when she surges forward, taking me to the back of her throat. She cups my balls, gently squeezing and tugging them while she gags on my length.
My fingers dive into her hair, pulling at the roots. Her answering moan vibrates around my cock. I feel my orgasm building and try to hold it off with my usual thoughts. Even cookie cutter sharks don’t slow the build, though, so I pull my cock free from her lips.
It takes superhuman strength to not unleash myself and fuck her face when she looks up at me with swollen, wet lips pulled down in a sexy pout. But the only place I’m coming tonight is buried deep inside her pussy.
“I was enjoying myself,” she says as I wrap an arm around her and pull her with me back onto the bed.
“So was I.” Probably too much. “But I need to be inside you.” Like I need air to breathe.
Her legs part for me, and she holds my gaze as I push into her, so slow it hurts. Her lips part, eyes heavy with need as I work my way into her inch by inch. She palms my cheek, and I turn my head, kissing her hand once I’m fully sheathed inside her.
“Kiss me,” she whispers.
I glide nearly all the way out as I lower my mouth to hers. As soon as our lips meet, I thrust forward. Her hands roam my back, nails digging into my flesh as I rock in and out of her. We moan and pant through the kiss, each stroke bringing us closer to the edge.
“Deeper,” she begs against my lips. “I need you deeper.”
I sweep my arm under her back and sit up on my knees with my cock still buried inside her. She grips my shoulders and moans a long yes when I wrap my hands around her hips. Our position gives her all the control as she bounces on my cock. Her head falls back when I snake a hand between us and rub her clit. She rocks against me, grinding and gliding her way to climax.
I capture one of her nipples in my mouth and bite down. Her body goes stiff as her pussy clenches down on me. Powerful contractions of her walls around me sends me off the edge.
My cock surges inside her. Filling her with hot spurts of my cum. I squeeze her in my arms, holding her so close I can’t tell where I end and she begins. Her fingers in my hair and face buried in my neck give the impression she feels the same way.
My softening dick slides out of her when she shifts upward and then lays down. I stay kneeling between her legs and run my hands up her thighs. She watches my face as I focus on massaging her muscles, working upward slowly until my fingers graze her swollen center.
“What are you doing?”
“Memorizing this view.” Using my thumbs I spread her open. A neanderthal level of pride fills me seeing my cum run out of her. I run a knuckle over her hole, and her whole body jerks.
“I can’t.” She grabs my hand and pulls me up. “I’m too sensitive. I need a break.”
My lips lift in a satisfied smirk. I grab the covers and pull them up to our waist as I lay down beside her and rest my arm over her stomach. She curls herself against me, claiming the space that’s always been hers.
Twenty-Eight
JADE
Present
Waking up beside Xander feels so much better than I’ll ever admit out loud. At least to him. He passed out almost immediately last night. The thing that really got me was the frown that crossed his face when I got up to clean myself up and turn the lights off. It melted even more of the ice around my heart.
His eyelashes fan across his perpetually tan skin. If it weren’t for the stubble growing along his jaw, it barely looks as though he’s aged when he’s sleeping. It’s unfair, really, considering how hard he partied there for several years.
My phone vibrates on the table with a text notification.