Not visible, but there.
Like something in him quietly bracing.
He grabbed a bottle from the shelf, reading the label like it suddenly required his full attention.
I kept going anyway.
“I just—” I let out a small breath. “I don’t know. I guess I wanted to ask what happened.”
Silence.
Not loud but heavy enough to feel.
He placed the bottle in the cart, then shrugged.
“I don’t know,” he said. “It was a lot for me.”
I nodded slowly, like that made sense.
But the question still lingered in my mind unanswered. So I tried again. Softer this time.
“I didn’t really go out,” I said, eyes still on the shelf. “For like a month.”
He didn’t react.
Or perhaps he did, just not in the way I needed.
“I kind of just stayed in my apartment,” I continued, a small laugh slipping out like I didn’t want it to sound too serious. “Didn’t really see anyone.”
A beat passed, and then—
“Do we still need stuff for the bathroom?” he asked, glancing at the next aisle.
And just like that.
A clean cut.
No hesitation. No acknowledgement.
The conversation simply evaporated.
I blinked, letting it settle.
“Oh,” I said, quickly adjusting. “Yeah, I think we’re out of… soap.”
“Hand soap or body wash?”
“Hand soap.”
He nodded, already turning the cart toward the next aisle.
And I followed.
Of course I did.
Because the truth was, a part of me felt relieved.
Relieved that he didn’t ask more.