One afternoon she dropped a pen, and I stopped it with my shoe. She bent to pick it up. I didn’t move my foot. Her eyes lifted slowly. “Seriously?” It was the first word she’d said directly to me in almost three weeks.
I smiled. “Look at that. She talks.”
“Move your foot.”
“Ask nicely.”
“Go fuck yourself.”
“There she is.” I moved my foot. She grabbed the pen and walked away, and I watched her go — and then I followed. “Ally.” Nothing. “O’Toole.” She kept walking. “Alison.”
She stopped. Turned. “Don’t call me that.”
“Then stop pretending you don’t know me.”
Her eyes flicked around the hallway. Too many people. I opened the nearest empty classroom door. “Inside.”
“No.”
“Then we can do this right here.”
Her face tightened. “You wouldn’t.”
“Try me.”
She went inside, and I followed and shut the door.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” she said.
I leaned against the door. “That’s funny.”
“You’ve been acting like a complete asshole.”
“Also funny.”
“Ryan.” Hearing my name almost undid three weeks of anger. Almost.
“Why?” I said. “Why did you disappear?”
“I didn’t.”
“Don’t.” I pushed off the door. “Three months, Ally. Don’t stand there and insult me.”
“It wasn’t supposed to happen,” she said, looking away.
“What wasn’t?”
“Us.”
I stared at her. “That’s your explanation?”
“No.”
“Good. Because it fucking sucks.”
Her eyes flashed. “You don’t understand.”
“Then explain it.”