Page 64 of More Than Meets the Eye

“And a woman who cares for me shouldn’t automatically assume me a villain because I dare to speak the truth about her brother.”

“A truth that has yet to be determined,” she countered even as her conscience pricked. She had been quick to cast Logan in the role of villain. But only because he was being so unreasonable.

He took another backward step, his head hanging low. “Whether you believe it or not, Eva, I do love you. But I love my mother, too. I vowed to get justice for her. It’s the only way I know to heal her pain.”

“This will heal her pain?” Did he really believe that? Lord help him. “Have you even asked your mother what she wants?” Evangeline’s voice rose. She had to make him see the fallacy of this ridiculous plan. Only then could they salvage their future. “Do you think she wants to come back to this house, to the barn where she found your father’s body? To relive that horror? Or do you expect a piece of paper showing ownership will bring her out of her depression?”

He withdrew another step, and worst of all, he closed his face from her. His eyes went flat. His forehead smoothed. All hint of feeling vanished from his features.

Maybe she’d pressed too hard. But what choice did she have? She was losing him to a tragedy that happened seven years ago.

She released her skirt and grabbed his hand. “Vengeance doesn’t heal pain, Logan. Love heals pain. That’s why God tells us to leave the vengeance to him and instead focus on loving each other, including our enemies.”

He pulled away from her touch. Rejection slashed through her heart like a scythe hacking through sorghum at harvest time.

She dropped her hand to her side, but her heart wasn’t ready to forfeit its position. “Where is the love in what you’re doing?” she murmured.

Where is the love in leaving me?

Logan gave no answer, just kept backing away until he reached the pair of pecan trees that guarded the pond. Then, with a swiftness that dripped lemon juice into every scrape inflicted by this conversation, he turned his back and left.

Her feet stumbled after him on instinct, but when she reached the trees, she braced her palms against the rough bark and held herself back. Going after him would do no good. She’d chosen Zach; Logan had chosen his mother. They had no middle ground.

Her arms trembled. Then her knees started quaking. Then her bottom lip quivered as her entire being gave way to grief. Unable to hold herself erect, she slid to the ground as the tears she’d been holding at bay streamed forth unchecked.

She’d thought Logan was different. That he’d seen past her crazy eyes and ragtag family to the person beneath. But loving her hadn’t been enough.

Twisting to brace her hunched spine against a tree trunk, she drew up her knees and buried her face in her arms. If you loved someone, you weren’t supposed to leave. Not ever. Not unless death forced your hand.

Fuzzy, faded images of her parents and brother flittered through Evangeline’s mind. Why did everyone leave? Was she cursed? Destined to be alone?

“Evie? That you?”

Evangeline’s head shot up at Zach’s voice. She scrubbed the tears from her cheeks. Good grief. How was a girl supposed to wallow in her brokenhearted misery if her brothers wouldn’t leave her be?

She wiped her sleeve against her runny nose. Yes, complaining about not being left alone while she was bemoaning her lonely state was a ludicrous contradiction, but that was how she felt. Ludicrous. And lonely.

Now her eyes were pooling again. Get ahold of yourself, Evie.

“Just saw Logan ride off. Thought we were going to strategize—” Zach’s tone sharpened. “What happened?” It was a demand, not a question. “Did that bounder hurt you?” Harsh, choppy steps brought him to her side in a rush.

His hands closed around her elbows, and he hefted her to her feet like a sack of potatoes. She intended to bluff, to insist she was fine and simply wanted some time alone—Zach had never been one to hang around when feminine emotions ran amok, after all, gladly delegating that role to Seth—but as soon as her oldest brother’s arms came around her middle to steady her as she tried to stand, Evangeline’s intentions crumpled. Giving up all pretense, she clasped the front of Zach’s shirt, pressed her face to his chest, and sobbed.

To his credit, Zach didn’t say a word. Just held her as she wept, giving her back an awkward pat every now and again. After all the wrong things she’d had to listen to Logan say, having a man keep his mouth shut and hold her went a long way toward soothing the raw places inside.

When her crying finally subsided, she lifted her head and surveyed the damage she’d done to Zach’s shirt. “Sorry,” she mumbled, feeling sheepish all of a sudden.

Zach dug in his trouser pocket and extracted a handkerchief. He shoved it at her, which was his version of being sweet. Just because there was a glazed, panicked look in his eyes didn’t mean he didn’t sincerely want to help.

In truth, seeing the evidence that he wished he was anywhere else, doing anything else—probably including picking cotton—while he stayed steadfastly by her side, lifted her spirits.

Love stayed. Even when things became messy and unpleasant, love stayed.

Evangeline wiped her eyes, blew her nose, then smiled up at her big brother. “I love you, Zach.”

He grunted, which was Zach-speak for I love you, too. “Want me to shoot him for you?”

Evangeline burst into laughter. “No.” She swatted one of his arms as he crossed them in his don’t-mess-with-me-or-mine stance.