Page 94 of A Perilous Passion

“I’m glad you feel able to mock my Achilles heel,” he said drily. “It shows you’re feeling better.” He smiled gently down at her. “The world would be a much darker place without you in it, Miss Charlotte Allston. I don’t know what I’d have done if that villain had harmed you. You mean everything to me, my love, and after tonight I intend to keep you close.”

Her expression turned troubled. “You still have your mission.”

“Aye, but it’s almost done. Afterward, I’ll resign. If all goes well, I will have brought His Majesty a fine catch. Not only will it include free traders, a traitorous aristocrat, and a French frigate, but also some valuable contraband and vital military intelligence. I believe I’ve done enough with that and deserve a rest.”

She looked at him for a long moment. “I want to hold you, but my hands feel as if they’re stuck full of pins and needles.”

How he wanted to be held! And have her kiss him, and say she loved him and would gladly marry him. But he dared not linger.

“Come, let me warm you for a moment,” he said briskly, settling her with her back to a giant lime tree so he could chafe her hands and feet. She’d lost her shoes, but there was no time to hunt for them.

When she swayed and rested a hand on his shoulder to support herself, he felt the lightning shock of attraction and cursed every god he could think of for not permitting him more time with her after her horrendous ordeal.

“I’m sorry,” she said, her voice bubbling with tears. “You were right. I’ve distracted you from your mission ever since we first met, and now I’ve taken you away at the most crucial moment of all. I’ve been so foolish—I tried to eavesdrop on Culverdale tonight. He’d left the party to—”

Rafe was on his feet in an instant. “Hush now,” he said, sweeping his fingers across her cheek. “There’s nothing to forgive. Culverdale and his cronies are the wrongdoers, not you. If he knew who I was, and that you and I are connected, he might have taken you whatever the circumstances. I assumed his impromptu supper party was to keep everyone occupied while he traded secrets with our enemies, but he may have planned to take you hostage all along.”

Taking her hand, he leaned in and kissed away her tears. “I am to blame for putting you in danger. I should never have allowed things to go this far between us.”

Her eyes became moist again, and he cursed himself for a slack-jawed idiot. “No, I wouldn’t give you up for the world, sweet lady! We are meant to be together. But Fate likes her dramas. We’re just pawns on her chessboard and must consign ourselves to her whims.”

He rubbed a thumb across her full lower lip. He ached with the need to kiss her senseless, to bury his face against her neck and forget all the troubles of the world. And his duties.

“I don’t regret a single moment of knowing you,” he said. “And I have so much more to tell you. But it’s getting late. We mustn’t tarry here.”

He scooped her up and strode across the crunching leaves to his horse. It had been ridden hard tonight, and its work was not yet done. He hoisted Charlotte up onto its back and led her toward the manor house.

Music still issued from the open windows of Finchcombe House as they approached. He wondered if Lady Culverdale had any knowledge of her husband’s duplicity. Probably not. So many aristocratic husbands and wives led entirely separate lives.

Rafe swore that would not be the case with Charlotte and himself.

“Must I go in?” she asked. “I look a fright. How are we to explain?”

“I’m not just going to abandon you out here. I’ll make sure you’re in trustworthy hands before I return to the fray. See how brightly the lights burn downstairs? There must be plenty of guests still present. You’ll be well protected.”

Unless Culverdale had armed every footman, every boot boy, and every kitchen maid…and even then, there wouldn’t be enough of them to overcome his guests, once they found out what their host had been up to. But Rafe doubted Culverdale would plan to attack his own guests. A traitor preferred to be devious rather than open in his treason. The man was a despicable coward.

“Who came with you?” he asked Charlotte.

“Reverend Daniell, his wife, and Thea, Hester and her family, and Mama and Aunt Flora.”

They reached the lawn, and he threw his steed’s reins over a bush and helped her down. He looked up to see a female figure come rushing toward them, turban bobbing and shawl flying.

Charlotte’s mama. Was he going to have to endure another tirade? It might be wise to just excuse himself and gallop off into the engulfing darkness.

“There you are, child! We’ve been so worried! Good gracious, what has happened to you?”

Rafe decided to let Charlotte tell her own story. When she’d finished, Mrs. Allston was more stoical than expected. But the lady didn’t pull any punches. Embracing her bedraggled daughter, she exclaimed, “I feared something like this would happen if you got involved with that man. But at least he’s proved his mettle by saving your life. And as for you, Charlotte, if I weren’t so pleased to have you restored to us, I’d be very angry with you for disappearing like that, making us all frantic with worry.”

“Sorry, Mama.”

“What were you thinking, wandering off on your own in a strange house? Imagining you were spying for your country? That’s a task for gentlemen, not young ladies. You have your father’s adventurous spirit, all right. Not a good thing.”

Damn. Why did she have to say that?

Charlotte colored and looked away.

Which reminded Rafe he hadn’t had time to tell her his news. The specter of her notorious father was soon to be laid to rest. All he had to do was keep his skin whole for the next few hours, and everything would be resolved.