“We’ll see. Thanks for the ride.” I close the door and wave, stepping to the curb out of the way of traffic. I don’t know how Shonda has time to read for pleasure. I spend hours reading—and it’s almost never fun. Such is the life of a lawyer.
I shove the key in my front door, push it open, and kick the door closed. Entering my place through the front is one more reminder I really need to sort out the car situation. I prefer to enter my place from the back where there’s a coat hook.
But instead of going through the kitchen to the coat hook, I head straight up the stairs to my home office.
The files will be there. Of course they will. But I need to see them—need to know what I still have before more disappears from the server.
Atlas pokes his head from the bedroom threshold.
“Hey, boy.”
He sits. Tail flipping back and forth.
I don’t stop. He’s not the kind of cat that wants attention. He’s a watcher.
The binders are lined up on the credenza exactly where I left them. Neat. Orderly. Color-coded tabs peeking out at precise intervals.
I let out a breath.
See? I tell myself. You’re fine. You’re tired. You—
I stop.
The third binder from the left is angled differently. Not by much. Just enough that the spine isn’t perfectly flush with the others.
I reach for it slowly, my fingers suddenly clumsy. Inside, the pages are intact. Mostly. I flip through, faster now, my eyes scanning margins and headers and handwritten notes I know as well as my own signature.
Page numbers in pencil. Bottom right corner.
Seventeen.
Eighteen.
Twenty-one.
My breath stutters.
I flip back. Forward. Again.
Pages nineteen and twenty are gone.
Not torn. Not ripped out hastily. Cleanly removed. No ragged edge. No damage to the binding.
I sink into the desk chair, my knees weak, my gaze blurring as I force myself to keep going.
Another binder. Another gap. Different section. Not consecutive. Not random.
Targeted.
I pull open the file drawer beneath the desk. Everything looks normal at first glance. Manila folders stacked neatly, labels facing out.
Until I reach Lina’s file.
It’s still there. The folder itself hasn’t moved.
But it’s thinner.
My hands shake as I open it. Intake forms. Case notes. Interview transcripts.