i need parents, too
your father
looks at his hands
looks at the floor
looks away
he’s our son
we can’t abandon our son
TWO (TO)
you set stacks of videos on the counter
slide the metal gate across the door
click off the open sign
Mr. Hewitt tunes the radio to the Dodger game
and takes the faceplate off a broken VCR
you feed tapes to the rewind machine
rewind your brain five thousand miles
wonder what Bjørn made for middag
who will finish weaving your pledd
if Espen is seeing anyone
tears land on a VHS copy of Breaking Away
breaking away
escaping
fleeing
running
you visualize boarding a plane
taxiing down the tarmac
flying up
up and away
when they come home from the hospital
you refuse
to share a room with your brother