Page 15 of Reckless Bratva Daddy

"I own three dresses that color."

"You own one dress that color, Cora. I was there when you bought it. You cried a little in the fitting room because it was on sale."

I did not have a rebuttal for that, mostly because it was true, and because arguing about a dress felt like a much smaller problem than the one currently sitting on the laptop screen.

I sat down before my legs decided the conversation without me, and stared at the photograph until the two people in it stopped looking like strangers caught in bad lighting and started looking, uncomfortably, like exactly what they were. I remembered the flash now, the small bright catch at the edge of my vision I had let myself believe was nothing, because believing it was nothing had been so much easier than the alternative.

The phone on my desk rang before I had assembled a single useful thought.

"Walsh Events, this is Cora." My voice came out level, professional, a full register calmer than the woman who had just been staring at her own face on a gossip blog thirty seconds earlier.

"Cora, it's Diane, from Sterling. I need to talk to you about the gala." Diane's voice had the clipped, over-controlled quality of someone who had rehearsed this call in front of a mirror. "Someone forwarded me an article this morning. I'm sure it's nothing, but our board is extremely sensitive about optics right now, and I need you to tell me there's no connection between our event and whatever this is."

"You have nothing to worry about." I said it fast and clean, the way you say a thing you need someone to believe more than you need it to be entirely true. "Mr. Zolotov's account is completely separate from Sterling's, handled by a different lead, on a different timeline, with different vendors. Nothing about your gala touches his event in any way, and nothing in that article changes a single detail of what we're building for you."

"You're sure? Because the board used the words organized crime this morning, and I have to be able to tell them something more solid than a hunch."

"There's nothing about your event, your guest list, or your vendors that connects to whatever people are speculating about online. That's not a hunch, that's a fact, and you can put my name on it in whatever email you need to send upstairs."

"I built this company on discretion, Diane. It's the whole reason your board hired us instead of somebody cheaper. That discretion doesn't stop applying to you because a blog got excited about somebody else's dinner." I let that sit for a beat, because confidence works better with room to breathe. "Your gala is fully staffed, fully vendored, and three weeks from flawless. That hasn't changed in the last ten minutes, and it isn't going to."

There was a pause on the other end, the kind where I could hear her deciding whether to believe me or just needed the excuse to stop worrying out loud. "Okay. Okay, good. I just needed to hear it."

"Anytime." I hung up before my voice could catch on anything, and sat there for a second feeling like I had just successfully lied to a client using only sentences that were technically true, which was either an impressive professional skill or the first sign of a personality disorder, and I genuinely did not have the energy to sort out which. My hands were steady on the desk, but my pulse was not, still going too fast under my collar where nobody could see it, and I pressed my palm flat against the wood until it slowed down enough to trust again.

"That was very smooth," Naomi said. "Terrifyingly smooth."

"I've had practice reassuring people about things I'm not sure of myself. It's basically the whole job."

"Is it, though? Or is that just what you tell yourself so you don't have to sit with how not okay you actually are right now."

I stood up, because sitting still felt like giving the question too much credit, and started straightening a stack of vendor invoices that did not need straightening. "I'm fine. This changes nothing. This is strictly professional, and it's going to stay strictly professional, starting now."

"Right. Nothing says strictly professional like a flower arrangement the size of a love seat."

"I mean it. He's a client. Clients don't get flowers delivered by the truckload, and clients definitely don't get dinners where nobody opens the folder, and I am aware of both of those facts, which is exactly why this stops here." I was moving faster now, stacking papers that were already stacked, the words coming out quicker than the thoughts behind them, which was always how I knew I had lost the argument before I finished making it. "It's professional. It's a business relationship. He hired my company, I'm doing my job, and the fact that he happens to have a face that looks like that and hands like that and a voice that does something to my whole ribcage every single time he says my name is completely irrelevant to the professional nature of this professional arrangement."

Naomi did not say anything. She just watched me with an expression that had given up trying not to be amused.

"What?"

"You said professional four times in one sentence. That's not a boundary, Cora, that's a hostage negotiation."

"It's a boundary."

"It's you negotiating with yourself out loud, and losing, in real time, in front of a witness."

I opened my mouth to argue and found, humiliatingly, that I did not have anywhere left to take it. "Okay. Fine. Maybe it's slightly more complicated than strictly professional."

"There it is."

"But it's still going to stay professional. Starting now. For real this time." I heard how thin that sounded even as I said it, and from the look on Naomi's face, so did she, but she had the decency not to say so out loud a third time.

The bell over the door chimed before either of us could pick the argument back up, and a woman walked in wearing a coat that probably cost more than my monthly rent, tailored to a precision that made the rest of the office look like it had been dressed by committee. Her hair was pulled back hard enough to read as a decision rather than a hairstyle, and she moved like someone used to rooms rearranging themselves around her without being asked.

"I have a consultation," she said, checking a slim phone rather than looking at either of us directly. "Under Reyes."

I did not remember a Reyes on the calendar, but a walk-in with a coat like that was not something I was about to turn away over a scheduling technicality, so I smiled the smile I kept specifically for people who might become checks with a lot of zeroes on them.