Page 136 of Luci’s Lullaby

“Not just Luci.” I swallow past the knot forming in my throat.

She frowns. “I don’t know if I’m ready for this, Alden.”

“I’m not trying to rush you. I had to get away from all of that; it’s not me. Not anymore.” My heart ceases beating, and I think I might die right now.

“If it’s what you think is best.” Her eyes glisten.

“I’ve been in a bad place. I needed to get back to what matters.”

She clings to Luci. “Are you gonna take her from me?”

“No, god no, Charlee.” I clutch my heart as it spirals out of control. “I would never do that to you. You’ve been so amazing with her. I can’t do it to her either.”

“So can we work out a visitation or something?” A ‘V’ forms between her eyes.

“Charlee, please listen to me.” I hold my breath. “I want you here, with Luci.”

She kisses Luci’s temple. “Well, since you’re home now, I guess she can stay here with you. Will I need to get an attorney for a visitation arrangement?”

“Charlee, look at me.” I step closer to her, and she backs away.

“I love her too, Alden.” Tears fill her eyes. “Please, don’t keep her from me.”

“I would never do such a thing.”

“Wouldn’t you?” Her body trembles.

I run my hand through my hair. “I know what you think of me, and I deserve it. But you have to know, deep within you, I would never separate you two.”

“I don’t understand.” Her brows furrow.

“I’m not going anywhere and we’re going to work together for Luci’s best interest.”

She wipes her cheek, and it incinerates my heart. “I suppose I should’ve asked you about staying here.”

“I have no issue with you staying here for her. You’re welcome here, anytime.” My voice trembles. “I should’ve made you a key a long time ago.”

“I have Reese’s.” She chews on her lip.

“Good, I’ll get her a new one.”

She peeks down the hall. “Why did you get a new bed?”

“You deserve better than to sleep there. You deserve so much more than I’ve ever given you.”

She shifts her stance. “I guess you want to hold her.”

“Please?” Tears spring to my eyes. “I’ve wanted to hold her so badly, but I know you needed time.”

She eases her way over to me and leans toward me with Luci. “Careful, she’s gotten bigger.”

“Alright.” This is the moment I know I’m no longer her uncle. “Hey, baby girl. I’m home and I’m never leaving you again.” I tremble as I cling to her.

“Try to calm down, she’ll know you’re upset.” Charlee rubs my back.

“I’m so sorry, I can’t believe I came so close to losing you.” My voice quivers with emotion.

Charlee dries my face. “See, she hasn’t even cried.”