I put down the hammer and waited for the other shoe to drop. I knew it was coming.
She was quiet for a long moment before responding. “I’d be interested in hearing more. Can you send over the details?” A pause, then a light laugh that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “Yes. I appreciate the call.”
When she hung up, she kept staring at the phone like it might bite her.
I already knew. But I asked anyway. “Who was that?”
She looked up, and there it was—that spark I had seen when she told me she was going to open the brokerage. Ambition. Excitement. Hunger.
“That was a brokerage in San Francisco,” she said slowly. “They’re interested in me.”
I kept my face neutral, my voice steady. “That so?”
“Yeah.”
The word hung between us, heavy with unspoken implications.
In the silence, a terrible truth settled in my gut like a stone.
Portia didn’t belong here. Not really. This town was my home—the lake, the shop, the life I’d built. But her? She was wildfire contained in a mason jar, and San Francisco was offering her the open sky. She was meant to do big things. She couldn’t do that here.
And if I wasn’t careful, I’d be the one holding the lid.
I forced a smile. “Sounds like a hell of an opportunity.”
Her eyes searched mine. “It is. Huge. When I got fired in New York, I had sent them my resume.”
I nodded, the weight of her words pressing down on me like a physical thing. “Right. That makes sense.” My voice sounded distant, even to me. I grabbed the hammer from where I’d set it on the desk and shoved it back into the toolbox.
“I’ve got to go,” I said abruptly. I didn’t look at her. Couldn’t. If I did, she’d see it—the gut-punch realization that she was already slipping through my fingers before I’d even figured out how to hold on to her.
“Oh. Okay. Is everything okay?”
“Yep,” I lied, snapping the toolbox shut with more force than necessary. “Just remembered something I need to take care of at the shop.” I walked over and gave her a kiss. “I’ll catch you later.”
“Dean—” Her voice stopped me just as my hand hit the doorknob.
I paused but didn’t turn around. My chest felt tight, like someone had wrapped a chain around it and was pulling tighter and tighter. I had to get away from her before I begged her to stay. There was no way I was going to do that to her or to myself.