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I barely register Kyung and Jae-un following right behind me. Mostly because I can taste In Se on my tongue and feel him spilling down my throat.

I'm caught between three of the most gorgeous men on this planet, having just experienced something out of the most erotic of dreams, and I find myself unable to breathe. Releasing In Se, he leans down and kisses my forehead as the other two maneuver us around until I'm lying between them on the bed. My heart rate is slowing down, making it easier to feel like I'm taking in enough air.

In Se is fixing himself and appears to be getting ready to leave.

"Stay," I state.

He freezes, glancing at Kyung over my shoulder.

"Mmm," Kyung says, the sound vibrating against my back.

In Se strips down to his boxer briefs.

"Toss us ours before you get in," Jae-un requests.

In Se complies, waiting until they've got them on before crawling up from the foot of the bed. I turn to my back so that he's got a place to lie. Of course, he picks my stomach as his pillow.

"What about mine?" I ask.

"You won't need them," Jae-un says partially into his pillow with his eyes already closed.

To bring home the point, In Se presses a kiss right below my belly button, tickling me a bit and making me wiggle.

"You need a bigger bed, Kyung," Jae-un mutters.

"You're welcome to go back to yours," he retorts.

In Se chuckles against my stomach as Jae-un tightens his arms around me. The three of them fall asleep faster, somehow almost instant sleep, making me have to fight my own giggle at Jae-un's light snores. Something settles deep down in my soul. It's a weird feeling but the only way I'd know how to describe it is the way all the planets revolve around the sun. I haven't felt like the center of anyone's universe in years. When I fall asleep and dream, it's bright and warm.

TRACK 15

TOMORROW TOO

DAV EN

It's crazy to me how much things have changed in the past couple months. Mostly all because of Lizzy. Our comeback was all normal stuff that we've done for years. Recording in the studio. Dance practice day after day. Photo shoots between all of it. All while pumping our fans up for the new stuff. Not to mention we came right off of solo schedules right before. Every bit of it as normal as it's been for years. She's the catalyst.

I've never once questioned Kyung in the decade that I've been friends with him. We all know he's probably the smartest out of all of us, except maybe Seong Su. So when he makes a suggestion, we tend to listen. Not going to say that him keeping the secret of dating a beautiful woman a secret didn't come as a surprise, but I rolled with it like I always do. Made it better that I could feel it, too. From that very first moment, even when she thought I was a dog.

I snort softly, thinking about it. Some of the people in the room we're sitting in turn to look at me, probably trying to figure out what I'm laughing at like they normally do. Since I'm not even holding my phone, they all give me a variety of odd expressions before quickly averting their eyes. None of my members even notice except Yoon Ji. His head turns to me. Doing the same, we share a secret smile, and I know that he knows where my mind is.

In Se spots us from where he's sitting across the room and includes himself, smiling at us. He would. He'd inadvertently helped her the other day learn all our favorite foods. She had made them from scratch and had it all waiting on us when we got home.

We’d gotten home early to find the house smelling delicious and food laid out pretty much everywhere. Confident that we weren't going to be home for a while, she was relaxing in the pool. In Se had stripped down to practically nothing and jumped in to swim to her. She'd tossed the book she was reading off to the side so it didn't get wet as he climbed on her float. They'd lain out there for an hour or more talking as we brought our food out to the patio to eat. He's been hard to detach from her ever since. The rest of us aren't much better, honestly.

I'm looking down at my phone on the ride home, not really seeing the words from an email when Yeon softly asks us, "Do you think Liz would stay with me tonight?"

His question pulls us all out of our own musings and into the group. Not that I've done a lot of thinking on it or anything, but the thought has kind of crossed my mind about who Lizzy has and hasn't been intimate with yet. Not like it bothers me, obviously. It was just a fleeting thought the other day as I watched her float around the pool while talking to In Se. That was no secret. I'd curiously asked, and the man had no problem whatsoever talking about it.

The others are giving Yeon reassurances until I can't anymore. "Give her flowers."

They all go quiet and look at me as Yeon questions, "Flowers?"

"Yeah," I tell him. "I send them to her all the time. She loves them. The yellow ones are her favorite. Just not the ones with the brown in the middle. She likes to smell them and those are fuzzy."

The others laugh, but this makes Kyung swing his gaze my way, smiling. "I didn't know you did that."

"Mmm," I say.