His Italian.
The obscene knowledge of art, finance, wine, politics, architecture.
The old-world references.
The expensive cuff that appeared in one photograph.
The hand.
The stomach.
The contempt for inherited wealth that I mistook for the bitterness of someone excluded from it.
Maybe Xavier hated inherited privilege because he lived inside it.
Maybe he knew exactly what it cost.
I feel sick.
Ghost isn't some scholarship boy from northern Italy.
He isn't a self-made hacker with a mama making pasta in a stone kitchen.
He is Xavier Blackwell.
Heir to Blackwell Inc.
The man whose company I've been penetrating for years.
The man whose systems I have damaged.
The man whose secrets I have stolen.
The man assigned to find whoever keeps slipping through his network.
Me.
My enemy.
My hunter.
And the only man I have trusted since Papa died.
My breath shakes.
I lower the tray before anyone notices my hands.
No.
This cannot be happening.
I think about every conversation.
Every confession.
Every night I stayed inside NULL because Ghost was the only person who could make loneliness feel temporary.
Every flirtation.