“Come on, Hunt, the anticipation is killing me,” Nix groans. “I don’t need the prep, Caspian was just—”
My hand connects with his ass, the sound wet from the oil.
“Ow!” He jerks forward. It couldn’t have hurt any more than the other spankings I gave him, but he wasn’t expecting this one.
I don’t give him time to recover. If he really thinks he’s ready for my cock, so be it. Hands gripping his hips, I fill him all the way to my knot in one smooth movement. I pause to lean over him so my mouth is by his ear.
“I love our pack. And watching you with Caspian, Sebastian, and Madi is the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. But right now, I don’t want to hear about you being with anyone else. Give me this moment, Nix. Just you, me, and decades of longing.”
“Whatever you want,” he says, breathless. “Just move.”
“Not yet.” I don’t give him the thrusts he needs, but I circle my hips just enough to change the pressure. “Tell me you’ve craved me as long as I’ve craved you.”
“Fuck, yes. Hunt, the first wet dream I ever had was about you. The first time I jerked off, it was you I thought of.”
I pull back enough to take in the view of his firm, muscular back, his round ass, my cock buried inside him.
“What did you dream about?” I massage my hand over the marks I left with my palm. “Was I fucking you like this?”
“No.” He tries to push up, but I press him back down with a hand between his shoulder blades.
“What were we doing?”
“You were just touching me. Jerking me off.”
“Like this?” I wrap a hand around his cock and slowly thrust in and out of his ass as I slide my palm up and down his shaft.
“Oh, fuck, oh, gods,” Nix moans. “That’s… yeah.”
“The first time I thought about fucking you was on that field trip we took for science senior year of high school.”
“The planetarium?”
“Yeah.” I slow down my movements, savoring every inch of him. “I caught you kissing that blonde chick. I don’t remember her name, and don’t you dare fucking say it right now.”
Phoenix chuckles, but the sound turns broken when I twist my hand, spiraling up to his crown.
“I had this image pop into my head, this vision, you could say, of grabbing you by that long mop of hair you had back then, yanking you off her lips, and stuffing your mouth full of my cock as punishment for you kissing anyone but me.”
“Fuck, I wish you’d done it.”
“Hmm, we wasted a lot of years, didn’t we?” I wish I’d told him how I felt. Even after we spent that one drunken night together, I still couldn’t work up the nerve. But all of that’s behind us. We’re here now, where we’re meant to be, together.
“I need to see you,” Nix gasps, squirming.
I pull out, and he spins around, kissing me hard. “No more regrets. No more holding back. Got it.”
He leaves me stunned and breathless after that kiss, and sprawls out on the counter, on his back, with his knees to his chest, tight hole glistening with oil.
I don’t hesitate. Pulling him to the very edge of the marble, I give him everything I’ve got, fucking him hard and fast, our eyes locked the whole time.
“I love you,” he says a second before he spills himself all over his abs.
I don’t think, I just push deeper, popping my knot into place as I fill him. I pull him up so we’re chest to chest and hold him close. He pants, heart racing against mine. His papaya and vanilla scent is everywhere, no longer a vapor just out of reach, but coating every inch of my soul.
“I love you, too,” I say, kissing him. “Always have, always will.”
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