Page 161 of Shattered Pieces

“Don’t do that. You know for a fact it will happen again. You need to decide on where you stand with them so we can discuss it. That wasn’t a drunken mistake, that was you acting on feelings that you’ve kept buried. I’m not blind, I know there’s something there between you guys, but don’t hide it from me or this won’t work. Just so you know though? Being with them causes you a lot more problems. You will one hundred percent never get Skeet back, not that I think he deserves you anyway, and the crew will believe you were fucking them after all.”

Relief filled her face. “You’re not mad?”

“Just because I’m not yelling, doesn’t mean I’m okay with this,” I said firmly, pointing my finger at her then them. “Like I said, I need to think about this, and so do you. You should think things over today and sit down with the others too. You know Luke and Jense won’t be on board with this.”

Tyler wandered in looking freshly fucked and happy with himself, and I knew at least he wouldn’t give a shit about Rory and Marco. He probably encouraged it last night.

“What are we talking about? It’s tense in here,” Tyler stated, walking over to help himself to coffee.

“I suppose you’re fine with Marco and Rory?” I asked dryly, and he threw a grin over his shoulder at me.

“Of course. I’m not usually someone who likes to sit in the corner and watch, but I really want to sit back and watch them go at it. It would be hot.”

“You’re a perv,” Rory sighed, making him chuckle.

“Absolutely. Can you blame me though? That shit last night wasn’t even fucking and I almost came in my boxers.”

I was already struggling to learn to share her with the guys she already had, so the thought of her adding more to the mix made me uneasy. Especially when Marco and Hunter were both obviously interested in her, so I knew it wasn’t going to be a one-off kind of thing.

Could I share her with them? I didn’t have the history with them that Skeeter did, but that didn’t mean I liked them.

How did people talk so casually about their sex lives? Or want others to be involved with it?

I knew Tyler had been hooking up with girls for years with his friends, but how could he be okay with watching someone else fuck the woman he was in love with?

Maybe I needed to outright ask him when we didn’t have an audience so I could try to understand.

It was weird watching their morning routine like they’d been doing it forever. Marco made breakfast, Hunter fussed over Rory with ointment and fresh ice packs, and Tyler ended up walking into the living room for a cigarette, so I followed him.

I found my jacket draped over the back of the couch, so I slid it on and lit a cigarette too as I sat beside Tyler, glancing at him. “Can I ask you a personal question?”

“We’re brother-husbands, so you can ask me anything,” he grinned, leaning back to get comfortable.

“How are you okay with watching someone else with her? I know it’s not a new concept for you, but sitting back and watching the person you love get railed by someone else? Do you actually like that, or do you just say that to keep her happy?” I asked, making him huff.

“Wow, straight into the serious stuff first thing in the morning. Look, I like it. It’s not everyone’s thing, but sitting back means I get to watch her reactions and soak it all in. The fun bit is claiming her again after too. I’m not afraid of other people’s love juice on my dick either, which helps. You don’t have to join in with stuff, you know? If you’d rather spend those nights alone with her, then do it. You don’t get kicked out of the club just because you don’t want to rub balls with everyone else.”

“I really don’t,” I said dryly.

“Then don’t. If you decide to try out some spectating or something, just pick one person to join you guys. You’re not even sleeping with Rory yet, right? Is it something you’ve been thinking about?”

I took a drag of my cigarette as I thought about it for a second, blowing the smoke out on a sigh. “I honestly don’t know. I feel like I’ll never be ready to make that step.”

“You will. One day, it’ll just feel right and you’ll do it,” he shrugged, giving me a small smile.

It was weird having such a mature conversation with him. I’d half-expected him to tease me.

“I guess. Thanks.”

“All good. It’s hot though. I think you’d like a little bit of sharing,” he answered, waggling his eyebrows.

“I’ll take your word for it.”

We sat there until breakfast was called, and I was surprised when Marco dished me a plate too. It was just fried eggs on toast with some bacon, nothing fancy, but my stomach growled and I started eating it like it was a five star meal.

It also gave me time to study them all as they interacted, giving me a lot of answers to silent questions. Hunter was eyeing Rory and Marco with annoyance every time they talked, which told me he wasn’t happy with what had happened last night. Most likely jealous of the whole thing.

Marco kept giving Rory these little smirks that made me wonder if he was thinking about her naked, and Tyler was more than happy to talk about future sex activities they could do between the three of them like it was already decided that Marco was part of our relationship all of a sudden.