“Suck it up. I’m not tiptoeing around you to make you comfortable. Proud of you for fucking without your boyfriend though. Good job.”
“He’s not my boyfriend.”
“You know why I’m confident? I don’t give a fuck what people think. If you can just admit it—”
“He’s not my boyfriend,” I repeated, my face flushing. “We haven’t talked about that. We’re just figuring shit out.”
He finished cleaning Rory before carefully lifting her from my body to place her between us, tossing the washcloth at me to clean myself up.
“Is that code for you’re trying all the positions first?”
“No. We haven’t slept together.”
“Choked on his cock yet?”
“I’m not ready to do stuff like that. You don’t get it,” I snapped quietly, and he rolled his eyes.
“So you’re a pillow princess and let him do all the work? Dicks aren’t that scary. I had yours on my fucking leg earlier and didn’t run screaming. I also know you aren’t game enough to try and fuck me with it though.”
“You’re really comfortable about this and it’s weird.”
He chuckled, getting comfortable and wrapping his body around Rory’s back.
“I just know I can have your cock near me without it being anything more. You look at mine like I’m going to shove it inside you the second you turn away. Maybe you need to take more control in the bedroom. Not my bedroom, but when you’re with Jensen. If you’re in charge, you call the shots,” he suggested, my eyes holding his.
“It’s not that easy.”
“Why? Because you’re awkward? Everyone’s awkward when it’s their first time doing something. Stop being a bitch and just take charge and suck a cock.”
“Why do you want me to suck a cock so badly?”
“So you stop whining about it,” he deadpanned, and I rolled over to turn off the lamp, getting comfortable as the dark surrounded us.
“What if I hate it?” I mumbled after a moment, hearing him let out an annoyed sigh.
“Then don’t do it again. Go to sleep, Lukas. Before I jam my cock down your throat and help your dilemma.”
That was the last thing I wanted, so I shut up and tried to go to sleep, dreams plaguing me of terrible sex and Jensen laughing at me.
CHAPTER FIVE
RORY
Iwoke up in bed with Lukas, Skeeter missing from my other side. I could hear him talking to Diesel in the kitchen, so I curled into Lukas more and tried to go back to sleep.
I was so tired, my body aching from all the sex. Skeeter had woken me up at some point for another round, but Lukas had slept right through it somehow.
My fingers raked through his hair gently, his eyes fluttering open to look at me.
“Hey,” he mumbled, leaning forward to kiss me.
“Morning. You want some coffee?” I offered, but he shook his head.
“Stay a little longer.”
My phone rang and I sat up to grab it, finding Josie’s name on the screen. I groaned, considering not answering it but knowing she was persistent.
“Morning,” I said brightly, hearing her sigh.