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What if I wanted him to do it to me? I’d liked it when Rory had done it, but it felt different with Jensen somehow. His fingers were bigger too.

“You’re overthinking it. You have my permission to do whatever the fuck you want to my body. Just use lube,” he chuckled, leaning closer to kiss my neck. “I’d really like you to fuck me sometime too.”

“You’ll make me crash,” I grumbled, tilting my head a little as he trailed his mouth along my throat. “Stop making me hard in the car. I beg you.”

He huffed with amusement but pulled back, giving me space.

“If you’re worried about me fucking you, buy a little toy or something and use it on yourself. You can get really small vibrators and plugs for⁠—”

“You think I should literally fuck myself?” I asked with a laugh, having to admit the idea didn’t sound terrible.

“Why not? You can take your time and see if you like it or not without anyone there. Not that I wouldn't take my time if I was doing it for you,” he added quickly to reassure me.

“I know. It’s just a big step,” I sighed, glancing in the rearview to make sure the reporters were keeping their distance from us.

“Just reminding you I’m open for anything. That doesn’t mean you have to be too,” he promised, patting my thigh. “We can discuss things in detail for months if you need. I don’t mean to sound pushy.”

“It still feels weird to talk about things like this with you. I mean, you’re you,” I said dryly, hoping he understood what I meant.

“It’ll be weird for a while. Didn’t it feel strange taking that step with Rory too? You guys were best friends forever,” he answered curiously.

“It was different but still felt right. I’d been wanting to be with her since I knew what to do with my dick. I don’t really know when I started looking at you like that, I just know I’m attracted to you.”

“Aw, thanks, babe. I think you’re hot too,” he teased as we drove into Caden’s driveway.

Diesel was at the gate with Brick, making sure to shut it behind us to keep everyone else out.

Caden got us all to park in the garage, and once we were parked with the garage shut, we climbed out and headed inside, thankful to be away from prying eyes and cameras.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN

DIESEL

Once we’d made sure the reporters were outside the gate, Brick followed me into the house to the kitchen, where Rory and the guys were all sitting with fresh coffee.

Rory saw me and got to her feet, bringing me and Brick a coffee too.

“Thanks,” I smiled, accepting it and taking a sip.

“I didn’t do anything, Karl made them. No more trouble today?”

“No, I think our presence did as it was supposed to and kept them all out. It helped that a lot left to stalk the school for a glimpse of you and Ty.”

“The school has pretty good security, thankfully. It might not look like it, but there’s a lot of cameras and hidden security.”

“Don’t rely on it. I’d bet money on those security guys being everyday people who would love to make a chunk of money for turning a blind eye,” I warned, and Brick grunted his agreement.

“Always assume everyone’s out to get you. Especially right now, Donovan. You never know who the Soldiers could drag into this mess, or if the Kings will show up. If anyone new starts hanging around, let Skeet know. He’ll background check them,” he stated as Rory glanced around with a frown.

“Where’s Jonah? I thought he was here too?”

“He’s upstairs,” I explained, her frown only deepening. I knew she didn’t know him enough to trust him, so I couldn’t blame her for being concerned. “For most of the day, Brick’s been outside, I’ve been on this level, and Jonah upstairs. If anyone broke in, we’d know about it.”

“Josie’s still here?”

“Yeah, she’s in her office. Go check in with her, if you want.”

We finished our coffee before I led her upstairs, feeling better having my eyes on her. I’d been giving her updates all day, but it was mostly so I’d get a reply to know that she was okay too.